Nazmin Syahirah Alias

The Time Has Come Folks.

2012-01-25T16:35:00.003+08:00

Well the driving test date has been decided. It is on this 30th January like in 5 days left! Have to go to BITARA again for another 4 hours left. 28th and 29th. And on the next day I will have to take the JPJ test. It will be a paradise or hell? It will be a wonderful day or disaster day for me on that day? Let the game begins. I can't bare to let down my parents that had sacrifice time and money for me to practise driving at Gong Badak and pay my cousin to teach me. Frankly speaking, I really want to pass the test for one time only but my clumsiness and not being focus is the main reason I did not drive the car well. Today, I practised again at Gong Badak and guess what?! I failed to drive well since I did not drive the car these past two days. I can't remember the technique. I am depressed and disappointed with myself. Why I am so dumb and reckless. I am young and forgetful. I hope that I will drive better tomorrow until the test day. InsyAllah.

I Need Some Potential Buyer ASAP!

2012-01-21T17:40:00.002+08:00

I don't know if there is somebody into K-Pop is reading my blog right now. I have an announcement to make. I want to sell my BEAST 3rd Mini Album, Mastermind. I have an extra though. I bought 2 of it such a waste of money. so i want to sell one. still in new condition but the plastic cover is not available. i never play the cd. i will sell it at rm50. if anyone interested please pm me at facebook or my email: syahirahnazmyn@gmail.com.

Our Lovely Yoseob Is Back! :D

2012-01-17T20:17:00.006+08:00

Uri Yangyo has tweeted todayyyy! God I felt so relieved when I saw him tweeted. I hope he will tweet everyday now and erase his intention to delete his twit acc. Theres no way to avoid antis. Antis will always there to ruin you and say bad things to you. I hope our Yangyo will pay any attention to it anymore and live a happy life. I don't know what I am going to do if he delete his twit acc. It would be the disastrous day for us, B2utys. We need our six boys in twitter and they must stick together. And guess what? Dujun also tweeted yesterday after 7 days of silent. I am really worried when he did not tweet for 7 days T.T I need to know what he has being doing lately but he kept silent. I wait for his tweets every single day and atlast he tweeted yesterday! Feeling good! Thank you so much Yoon Du Jun and Yang Yoseob!! You had make my day!! They tweeted some pic of this upcoming concert goods xD the lightsick is so beautiful *O* and yoseob showed his own design of slogan :P

B2st Official Lightstick

Designed by Seop <3

Its coming soon :'(

2012-01-17T12:25:00.003+08:00

Driving test soon :\ this coming 30th January. OOHEMMGEE! I wonder if I can drive ze car now, after days of practicing. I only practice only for about 4 or 5 days? still got long way to go bruh. Im slow as a snail and can't pickup that well like Einstein or Bill Gates. I hope I will be fine on the test day. I begged you. I want to pass the test only for one time. I don't want to repeat it pretty please. GOD please help me. I really really hope that I can drive the car well. I can't change the gear well and know the distance to start to brake like WTF?! I felt like super dumb here. Why I became like this. I need to pass the test for god sake. I want to practice more but me brother use the car to KL. Pfffttt. Brother please come back soon. I need to practise like seriously. Im dying slowly here waiting for the car and the driving test day. Theres not much time left for me the slow pickup kid.

I am the Only One That Being Indifferent?

2012-01-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

I don't know if I am the only one that thinks my friends are changing? After highschool, we seldom meet with each other as five of us. There will be some difficulties for us to become five and sit and talk together. This make me miss highschool. Now, one of us had gone for study A-level and I am kinda disappointed because she never contacted me after go for study while she contacted others. Maybe she is busy or something. Uhmmm or is she changing? I don't know what to say about this. Maybe not. Lets think positive Namyn. Maybe she is busy making new friends. In the new place/surrounding she will need to have new friends not only 5 of us. You will be like that to Namyn when you further your study later. Come to your senses Namyn. A true bestfriend will never forget her old friend although she already find a new one aite? Lets hope for the best for her. Be an optimistic person Namyn.

Driving For Dummies Book Please!

2012-01-15T00:05:00.004+08:00

I feel like I am a total useless now :'( super depressed and disappointed with myself. Why I can't drive normally like other people? I feel like I don't know anything about driving even though I go to the driving school. My head is not connected well with the hands and the legs. Well, dumb is dumb nothing can change it. How can I survive with the JPJ exam on this 30th Jan? GOD please help me. I need to work this things out. Will I be able to overcome this? Can I drive a car and be a normal driver like other person? This kind of question always pop out in my mind T_T. All my siblings can drive car now. It would be an embarrassing if I am the only one in the family who can't drive :'( I wonder why what is my problem in driving. Is it because of my focus? or is it I am really dumb? Ohh my poor soul.

Just Let Me Go for One Time.

2012-01-12T23:40:00.002+08:00

I am on the verge of crying and want to scream like mad man. I do not hope for more, I just want to go to BEAST's Beautiful Show for GOD sake. Its okay if I can only go for once in my life time. I just want to feel how other b2uties felt when they go to BEAST concert and I want to see how my boys look in real life. Being a b2uty for 2 years and not going to their concert makes me feels like I am not completely a b2uty yet. Other people that had become b2uty for about 2 weeks already went to their fanmeeting and saw them in real life. I want to chant with other b2uties too! Like the one i heard on tv. K-B2uties are really daebak! The fanchant are superb! I don't even want to remember about last year. I decline all the chances that was served to me. BEAST went to Malaysia for 3 times and I can't go to single one of the event. Yes, I can accept the fact that I can't go because of the SPM and I prayed hard that this year they will come again. But look now, they do not even list Malaysia in the world tour. We malaysian, have to go to other country such as Singapore, Thailand, Indonesia or Philippines to go to the concert. Other B2uties prefer to go to Singapore but Singapore is seriously expensive and our currency is lower than them. They use dollar not myr like us duhhh -___-' their money is 3 times more than us. I felt pain when other b2uties said that they can go to the concert. How nice of their mother to give the money and the most importantly the PERMISSION to go to the concert that far from Malaysia. I guess their mothers' understand their daughters' passion and know the feeling of being a fan of something. Well, I don't have that. Hoping for a miracle to happen is like 0.1% of chances. Theres no use of hoping and praying for the things that are impossible to happen when you are in my shoes. Just cry until you feel relieve.

1 January 2012.

2012-01-01T21:26:00.003+08:00

Started my first day in 2012 with going to driving school.Uhhhh lame much? Slept at 2am in the morning and have to wake up at 8.45am in the morning. Feeling good!~ I was still in shock because I never thought I will have to go to the driving school today until Aina called me. I was still half asleep when she called me. I had set my mind that I want to sleep as long as I want because I just slept at 2am -___- my wish can't be fulfilled because of this. So, I go to the driving school and I left my soul at home in bed. I am very afraid because I had forgot all the basic that I have to know about driving T_T how to handle the clutch, the accelerator and the brake. FML! and ofcourse the car engine always stop because I did not control the clutch and the accelerator well. My poor soul. God please help me overcome this. I can't take this anymore. Yes I am a coward and the dumbest person in the whole wide world. I deserved that. The instructor told me to drive on the road and I have to remember all the road. Theres 3 road that I have to remember A, B and C. Today the instructor only told me to remember only 2 roads. We continue this later on Tuesday. I am no good at driving like seriously. I seriously can't control the accelerator for god sake! Well this is a new experience for me to face on the first day of 2012. Well done Namyn! *pat at the back. My brother please come back ASAP! because I need that Honda City to practise my driving skills. I am uber desperate here! Please understand.

New Year Is Coming Soon!

2011-12-28T13:18:00.003+08:00

New year will be coming soon and what we should do? A new resolution ofcourse. Hmm what kind of resolutions I will have next year?? I did not plan anything yet..lets list it out first..
1. i want a driving license (in progress)
2. want to earn a lot of money but lazy to work -__-'
3. become skinny (last last years resolutions still not accomplish)
4. undergo strict diet and exercise (can i?)
5. obtain a good result for SPM (9A+)
6. get accepted to an excellent university (royal college of surgeons puhh-liss)
7. become a good daughter and learn to control emotion
8. learn other countries languages (korea for sure, japanese and lil bit of mandarin :D)
9. go to any kpop concert (especially BEAST who had betrayed MALAYSIA)
10. slowly forget about kpop
11. find a new hobby
12. have more confidence in talking english
13. don't be shy
14. be more independent
15. believe in myself

I think thats all for now for my 2012 resolutions but i will add more later!..LOL this look more like a bucket-list than a resolutions..duuhhh..goodbyeee...

My Dream Will Never Accomplished.

2011-12-27T11:02:00.003+08:00

Yesterday CUBE entertainment had announced that BEAST will have a world tour around 21 city and guess what? Malaysia was not included in it. FFUU CUBE. Last year you had come to malaysia for fucking 3 times and now you are forgetting us here..last year i was not be able to come to every single of event that BEAST have in malaysia because of SPM..now im free and have more times than i ever wanted but then they did not come to malaysia..i had expected this though..i knew it since last year..maybe its a sign from GOD to tell me that i have to stop being a b2uty and enough is enough..idk if i will be able to forget them since i have been a b2uty for 2 years now..its gonna be hard..i still check on tumblr to know about their new updates :'(..how im gonna do this realllyyyy..i really hope for miracle to happen..i hope that they will include malaysia later..or else i will make forgetting BEAST as one of my 2012 resolutions..i will try hard to forget them..

I Am Going To Stop.

2011-12-22T21:28:00.006+08:00

I spend all my pocket money for BEAST and im gonna stop this for a while..CUBE keep releasing BEAST merchandise non-stop..after one another..the latest one is BEAST Special Selection of BEAST which is limited edition plus its Japan version..the price? ofcourse its cost big bucks and i pray for money rain now..i decided not to buy this because i already broke and i dont have income now since im not a highschool kid anymore..and i dont want to bother my parents anymore for being a spoiled brat..today i just pre-ordered Welcome To BEAST Airline DVD which cost me rm115..and last 2 weeks i think i bought BEAST 2012 Season Greetings..yess..im crazy with BEAST although i know they will never be mine..someday i will become a normal person again but idk when is the time for the time being..let me enjoy the days being a BEAST stans until all of them announced they have girlfriend to the public..although i know they are dating secretly without public knowing..sobss..my poor fangirl life and heart..before they announced it, i will become their stans and i will stop being their stans after that because idk if my heart can handle it..im a bad b2uty for not stay with them forever..im sorry BEAST..but i still support you now ^_^..will continue buying BEAST merch until i save enough money..till we meet again..goodbyee...

I Am Sorry Father.

2011-12-22T20:53:00.004+08:00

I am sorry father for not being a good and respectful daughter to you. I am being immatured and being disrespectful to you. I will get punishment from God for being disrespectful to you. I am grateful with all the gives and things that you had bought for me. I am not be able to show you my gratefulness of these things and i dont know how to show my love to anyone. I felt stupid with this kind of attitude. I want to show people that they have my love and care. Sometimes i did not talk to you not because i hate you and angry with you..i just angry with myself and need some time alone and do not want to talk to anyone even with my father and mother..im afraid that i will hurt them more so its better i did not talk and kept on being silent..its stupid right?..im somehow need an angry management class to overcome my problem which is easily getting angry with silly things and let go my anger to anyone including my mother and father..i really really want this attitude to get out of my life forever..i dont want to hurt them anymore :'(..idk how to face them anymore and i felt guilty..im sorry father and mother..i will make it up to you later by changing my attitude..i always love you..sincerely, your daughter..im sorry for being a spoiled brat..

Uber Nervous.

2011-12-19T22:51:00.003+08:00

God please help meeee T_T..i dont want to face the interview..im no good..limited english and no confidence..im shy and not able to speak well..i will stutters a lot..and will mumbles lots of words..other people will not be able to understand what i speak..what am i supposed to do?..then IQ test? what im gonna do? im no genius..i cant make it even in chemistry quiz..not even the lowest rank..idk what to do anymore..i have die in silent..goodbye..

I passed the Undang - Undang Test!

2011-12-19T12:04:00.005+08:00

Proof shots of me taking the exam! :D

I passed the exam but im not satisfied with the marks and it did not worth it..because of this exam i only had 3 hours of sleep..i answer all the 500 question until 4am i guess..im kinda disappointed..during the spm i did not study until 4am in the morning..i guess my brain is not into this kind of things :'(..i only get 46/50..yeah..you can say me that im not a grateful person..there is competitive attitude that i have inside of my body..i cant see other people get higher marks than me unless i admit that im not good at somethings..it makes me want to compete with him/her back to get the higher marks than him/her..idk if this kind of attitude is good or bad..i have to be an optimistic person though..idw to think about things that will give me pressure..i seriously have lots of thoughts in mind..always think beyond my imagination..thinking about the whys and hows im gonna face the problems that i will face in the future..sighh..when will i change my personalities..i want to have more confidence T_T..i have to go to Bitara again this Tuesday for car component talk i guess for damn 3 hours!..then after the talk i will br driving the car that i afraid the most..but not on the same day..maybe after a week i guess..thats all for now..bbyong~~

First Step To A New World.

2011-12-15T23:28:00.002+08:00

Guess what people? I got to go to UTP interview on this 22 December!! Alhamdulillah..i dont really thought that i would get the offer because of my co-curriculum marks is not that good though..and i dont have a pile of certificate that other people have..i am uber worried about this interview..not to forget..my cousin also get the offer..but she will go on the 20th of december..if only we got the same day i would not be so nervous like this..i hope there will be more girls..engineering course will be have more guys though..as you all know..i have low self esteem and did not have the guts to talk to a guy..sobsss..my inferiority complex that i cant get over it..and my ability speaking english is not at the top level..i can only write..but still has grammar error..i did not have the confidence to speak english which is very dangerous for my future..because every interview i must use english a lot..like A LOT! i guess i have no choice but to practice in front of the mirror..improve my pronounciation ecspecially the word that have a lot of 's'..and gain my confidence..there will be an IQ test too..addmath..physic and chemistry tests..im like WTF?! my memory of chemistry..physic and addmath are no longer in the brain memory..i totally forgot about since the day i finished my spm..sighh..GOD please help me..wake me from this dream..i hope i will remember back what i had learnt..will try my best for the interview although i might die from low self esteem..waaaa..how im gonna put thiss...pray for me people..goodbye for now..bbyongg~~

KPP Done. Next Is Teori Undang - Undang

2011-12-09T12:33:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went to bitara to attend the KPP..huu..what a long day..i had to stay there like one whole day..so bored yet so tired..felt like want to sleep..after hearing the talk i become more nervous to answer the teori undang - undang later T_T and afraid to drive a car..idk why im uber nervous about this..three of us have the same teacher and im afraid im the one will be the last person..ALLAH please help me..im like super afraid here..i also afraid that in three of us..i will not pass the teori undang-undang..haihh..me weally weally scared to death..how im gonna spent my days in the bitara until i get my license..my poor soul..forgive me..low self esteem makes me become like this..being afraid to everything and i feel like im not capable to do things such as this, driving..sighh...maybe if i have lost my weight my self esteem will become high and increase my level of confidence or is it the same thing? i need to start rope jumping again and control my diet..try to drink a lot of mineral water..yeaahhh..i can do this!! both driving and dieting..i will try pass these obstacle..pray for me people :)..i will thank you a lot for the kindness..pray that i will pass the driving lesson and i will be able to loss my weight..InsyALLAH..

My SPM English Paper..

2011-12-06T00:26:00.004+08:00

I think this will be the weirdest essay i ever written in examination..i wrote about k-pop and my love for dujun..hahaha..not in monthly test but in SPM..yeaahh i must be crazy at that time..i have wrote the essay and show it to my teacher before and my teacher said.." why do you like man with girly face? " hahaha..then i replied, but teacher this guy is not the one like you describe..he is manly enough and loves soccer very much..his face not even close to a woman..duhh..teacher you are so funny :D..because of her hate to k-pop she said my essay was boring..hahaha..but still get high marks though xD..thats what i want..the marks..btw..she said you can write this essay in SPM if you want because it did not look like you memorized the essay from somewhere..heee..thats why i decided to write the essay about yoon dujun and beast..kekeke..it was uber long..idk if my essay will be accepted with the teacher who will mark my essay T_T..i hope shes okay with it..then after english paper i saw my teacher and i told her that i chose question no 1 which is about a famous person you admire the most xD..that title really suit my essay that i have in my mind..lucky me..alhamdulillah..the moment i told her..she already knew that i will do that essay..heee..then teacher beside her ask me..which kpop group you wrote?..i was startled with that question because i thought theres no teacher that like kpop..then i told her that i wrote about beast :D and she asked which one? yoseop? i was like, WHAT??!! this teacher is the best..how come she know about beast and the members too!..then i told her..not yoseop but dujun kekeke..she said he must not handsome because she doesnt know him in the group..haihh..my heart broke teacher when you said like that..its okay though as she know about beast..kekeke..thats all my story about my essay that i wrote in SPM..i hope the teacher who mark it dont mind with the fact that hallyu wave is spreading like wild fire now..hehehe..goodnight people..bbyong~~~

Will Start My Driving Lesson Soon :D

2011-12-03T18:15:00.002+08:00

Sigh..i dont know if i should be sad or happy bout this..im in dilemma T_T..frankly speaking..im uber afraid..because i dont even know a thing about driving..im afraid that i would fail..yeaahh im a chicken..you can call me that..others had already tried driving but i did not even touch the steering yet though..when im young i was the one who was so eager to start the engine..but now..im totally scared..waaa..what should i do..well i have to face the music though..you gotta do what you gotta do :(..i will try my best even though im afraid..pray for me people..i will have to go to the driving institution this thursday T_T..sighhhh..

Not A Highschool Kid Anymore!

2011-12-01T08:18:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah I have finished my SPM and end my highschool days.. i have a lot to catch up on..i miss my tumblr, my twittter and what i miss the most is my blog :D i miss writting about my day and what problem that i had..my blog is my best friend indeed..okay lets start with my after SPM plan..1st and foremost i must have my driving license first..waaa idk why i am so nervous with this but i have to overcome it and get the license..idk anything about driving a car..sobsss..then the event that i will anticipated the most is going to welcome to beast airline in malaysia (if have) and super show 4! i have waited for that moment to come..and one more..foster the people concert too! truthfully, i want to pay sleep debt first then i will start doing this plan :P i have start working as b2uty again..theres so much things going on here..b2st won awards and perform in las vegas and singapore..waa i felt i am being left out..and theres so many pictures..have to start working noww..pronto! have to work overtime..thats all from me now..i will update my belog everyday now. no more obstacles ;D bbyong~~

Graduation Day!

2011-10-15T18:55:00.001+08:00

I will spare some time to update my blog someday I cant give the exact time but I will try my best. I just want to tell you all that I am high school graduate now! Weehee. Theres only 30 days or less before SPM. Will work hard more than ever. Good day everyone. After SPM I will try to update my blog always and more about my Graduation Day! Till we meet again :)

Im Back From The Camp :)

2011-09-13T20:01:00.003+08:00

Phewwww~~ i feel estatic with the fact that im home now!! how i miss my room and my bed :( its a fun camp i think :O because i get to meet my friend from primary school and make new friends LOL! i thought about home everyday T_T and im really homesick..i just wish that, time will move faster :( im suffered the most when idk anyhthing about b2st update when i was in the camp..sobss..September 12th is Korean Thanksgiving and b2st had uploaded uber lots of selcas!!! and i didnt got the chance to spazz..sigh~~ im happy that they are with their family now :D at last they have their rest after all month long of promoting their song, FICTION! :p and they will promoting their 1st Jap album SO BEAST! on September 16th and 17th..i hope they wont stay long in JAPAN T_T..i really miss b2st a lot during the camp because i cant hear or see anything about b2st..why do i forgot to bring my itouch?! that is my biggest regret..my mind is not at the camp but in South Korea thinking about b2st 24/7..okay enough about b2st..back to camp mode..im quite satisfied with the camp :) the food, the room and the roomate..the food is tasty but not as good as my mom's :D mom's cook is the best in the whole wide world..the room is uber cold..i have to wear cardigan and stoking before going to bed :O..i think something is wrong with the air-cond..at the room where we have the camp is also uber cold..i felt like im at the north pole or something..feels like to pee all the time..4days feels short i think :)..we can go home after lunch, 1.00pm..i will miss my friend, dilah T_T..this is the 2nd time i met her after 1st sem school holiday :\..when can i meet her again? sigh~~~ last but not least..i have learnt a new game with dilah's friend :D..quite interesting and can reduce you sleepyness..kekeke..i will try play the game with friends at school..thats all now..goodbye..bye-yeomm~~

Happy 17th Birthday To Me :)

2011-09-09T21:13:00.002+08:00

September 9th is my birthday and it happened to be today :) im officially 17 now..i dont feel any changes..im still the same namyn like you know..not matured and still play like a kid..i hope i can stay like this forever..heee..thank you to all the people that wished for my birthday :D including friends and family..my best friend, anis is the 1st person that wished happy birthday to me ;p but she will never give me present T_T really hope that i can meet her..we havent meet like months now T_T..bogosyipoyo chinguu-yaa..what funny is that my parents gave a comforter set as my birthday gift -___-' i just want ask for b2st album but then they bought the comforter set *forever alone* nvm..its for my own bed not others..kekeke..i will ask my sister instead xD i hope she will buy it for me..i weally weally want b2st album..im not asking for anything else..i just want a present that have b2st in it :D..it would be the greatest birthday present for me :D..thank you to those that remember my birthday..i really appreciate it a lot!..if i get straight as for my trial exam it would be the greatest birthday gift of the year..i pray for it a lot..we dnt have the time to celebrate my birthday..we had celebration at school instead..9th September is on friday so i celebrated my birthday one day early which is on 8th..during sambutan hari raya..feeling good!..i had a great time since its my last year of high school..thats all from me..thank you again people for remembering my birthday..

10th September 2011.

2011-09-09T20:39:00.003+08:00

The day will come tomorrow..my mind and my heart feel like dont want to go to the camp :( not because of the 2days 1night show..i feel like something is gonna happen on that camp :( i feel like im not qualified to go to the camp..i feel so small compare to the other students..my result is far way back compare to them T_T..am i really deserved this camp?..anyway i must think positive and hope for nothing bad happen..lets pray for that..hope that i can enjoy this camp with safe and sound..you can do it namyn!! hwaittingg..ignore what people said to you..just live your life..till we meet again..in 4 days..goodbye..pray for me people..

Academic Camp Starts Now!

2011-09-08T15:26:00.004+08:00

Emm..how im gonna start this :( hmm..academic camp is starting now and i will start busy buzzing around..mine is starting on the 10th September :\ im not happy with it because i have to miss 2days1night which will have b2st in it..i have waited like 1 month to watch that episode..the world is not being fair to me..gahhh..but what can i do..i have to do what i gotta do T_T..academic is my 1st priority now..theres only 2 months left..and i have to work hard now..i mean really hard!!..then i will have the time to enjoy my job as a fangirl :) i wish that time come fast T_T..i will have the camp at Permai Inn for 4days 3nights..only me and lized the only malay girls that got straight As in the midyear exam :(..i hope we do not get separate during the camp later T_T sobsss..and what about the room? i hope we can stay together..there will be physics, biology, chemistry and english session at the camp..and im really sure that i will be separated from lized :'(..i will be in diff group..whatever it is..i hope the camp will be going well..i will be meeting my friends again on Wednesday :'( goodbye friends..goodbye twitter..goodbye tumblr..goodbye k-dramas and variaty shows..and the most important..goodbye b2st!..i'll be back..

Selamat Hari Raya 2011..

2011-09-03T10:51:00.005+08:00

I know im late :) sorry..its already 5th Syawal..and school is about to open :( tomorrow is the school day and i have to be prepared to face my trial results T_T..hmm about this year raya not very good i tell you :'(..dull and i dont feel the raya environment..but money still come to me :DD this is the last year of high school and i think this is the last year i will be receiving 'duit raya' T_T..we only took a little raya photos :( and im not pretty in it..my creysss...i will post them here though..i hope next year will be merrier and hoping for more money to buy kpop albums..kekeke..and b2st official merc..heee...i will be the happiest person in the world if i get to buy those things like seriously!!..and now its time to focus on study now because its only 70 something days until SPM like in 2 months left!!..remember that namyn!! -____- after all this you will get the freedom that you want and enjoy kpop until the world ends..hahaha...you will get the benefit of it if you success in the SPM..and become the best doctor!!..weeheee AMIN!!..pray for me people!! thats all about this year raya..goodbye..

Ignore the ugly face of me T_T. *forever my creys*

The Aliasians!

From the left: Me, Oldest Sister, 2nd Sister and Brother

Me trying the DOOPOSE! LOL

Thats the raya photo this year. Not much is it :(. Well what can i do. Just wait for next year people. I will show what is the real raya..Goodbye..

Happy Birthday Prince Jang!

2011-09-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

I know i should post an entry about hari raya but let me post an entry about hyunseung 1st because tomorrow is his 22nd birthday :) chukahaee hyunseungaaahh..im uber excited about this and really cant wait for 11pm today :DD i want to spazz all about him and i will become a honey all day long ;p idk why theres people dont like him :( i know he is kinda 4 dimensional and be in his own world whenever they go but theres something inside of him that i like..i like his fashion sense and his dorkiness..kekeke..his fashion sense is just like g-dragon and me likey2..i always thought that the members always leave him alone :( i felt pity for him and how i wish i can fly to korea now make him happy and smile always..his smile is like a gold..he rarely smile not like yoseob and kikwang that always smile and play around..he just stand there and in his own world..day by day his gotten more handsome and hot *O* especially now..with the black hair *nosebleed* and his weirdness you can all look at his tweets kekeke..he is the last person in BEAST to have a twitter account :) im the most happiest person when he finally decided to make a twitter account..only us, b2uties know how happy we are on that day..he always post selcas and always tell us about their whereabouts and what is he doing :D..theres no words that can describe my love to hyunseung..dont worry hyunseung if theres any haters or antis..we, honeys will protect you and keep your head held high..because you did not deserve these kind of fans :'( they will only hurt you T_T which we dont want to see..your sour face with no smile T_T..we are very sad if you being like that..and today i also want to watch junseung interaction at twitter *O* if this really happen i think my house will collapsed..hahaha..it just so good to be true..i shipped this couple much beside dooseung!! they are like ninjas..they did not show their affection to each other live to other people like junseob :( they secretly done it..and they are like real couple though!! i wish they were gay so that they could become a real couple kekeke..now junseung become less day by day because of junhyung and hara thingy and yoseob always cockblock them..i wish they become like they used to :(..okay its time to go now because i want to start trend for our prince jang!! lets trend #PrinceJangDay !!! Annyeonggg!!

Hello There :)

2011-08-22T17:30:00.003+08:00

Im back again after weeks of exam :) i feel like im on top of the world..im just happyyyyyy!!! because i can update my tumblr and my check on my boys :D b2st!!..i will have enough sleep now xD wooohooo party harddd bayybehhh..but im worried about my result..i feel like im not doing my best as i do in the past mid year exam..i feel like a hopeless person now..and my mind keep thinking about the result..if the result is no good as the mid year my future is going to be ruined..God please help me T_T..biyannaeee omma..i have let you down..i will try to improve in the SPM..im praying hard now..i hope i get a good result in this trial exam..so that i can enjoy my raya..in a week we will be celebrating HARI RAYA!! but now i partially know my result now and i dont feel like i want to celebrate raya this year :(..my physic mark is such a blow off..all i can say is..it is not as good as my mid year exam..and there are a lot of competition in the class..all the people wants to be the no 1..and we all have to struggle hard to get the crown..too much pressure..i cant take it anymore..there will be backstabbing between us friends..and a lot of drama..idk if i can take this..i hope i have the strength to overcome all this..no more playing around now..less kpop less tv and less on9..thats all for now..i'll be back with more update :) pray for me people!! pray that i will get a good result in my trial exam :) have a nice evening people..goodbam~~

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2011-07-15T19:12:00.001+08:00

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Strength.

2011-07-15T18:46:00.003+08:00

God please give me strength to overcome all this :( too much pressure and i have to face it all by myself..theres to much to think and do in a day..24 hours is not enough for me..i need more than that..and theres too much to study..all 9 subjects..sigh..i really need more strength to overcome this..no more playing around now..

Im Back.

2011-07-03T17:11:00.003+08:00

I miss my blog, my tv, my room, my tumblog, my mom's cooking and all other things..no words can describe my pain going to camping..anyway, it will be my 1st xperience in camping and i will never go anymore..theres too much going on all 3 days..i dont want to talk about it..theres also 1SUKAN 1MURID 1MALAYSIA run..i joined it and safely finished it..and i ran with him xD kekeke..i thought by camping we will get closer bond between friends..this statement is not even true..i feel the bond is no longer as they used to be..day by day we get further and further..being left alone is not a new thing to me..im used to it..nevermind..we will go our own path now..friend or not idgaf about it anymore..theres only 4 months until end of high school..i want that 4 months to be the best last high school moment..

Being B2uty For The Last Time :)

2011-06-28T18:49:00.004+08:00

These pictures can tells the reason why i quit being a b2uty..this is too sudden and happened unexpectedly..i know my post is all boriinggg not soo cool like others..all about kpop..blaahhh *puke*..this is the last time i post about kpop..seriously..this evening i check my tumblr and i saw the news that junhyung and hara is a couple now..which is so weird because i never knew that they talked to each other and tweet to each other..this news is so sudden..and both of the company, CUBE and DSP easily confirmed the news..idk what happen with this couple thing..or is this somekind of their strategy or what idek..junhyung and hara never come in my mind..if junhyung and hyomin it makes a little sense because they have been tweeting each other always..you can say what you got to say to me..me being like a psychopath..sobbing for the things like this..doesnt bring any benefit for me..and other b2uties that say they will support the couple no matter what or wish them to be happy or tell them that they make a good couple, truth to be told..thats all lies..i know i every heart of yours are break into pieces..so dont be a hypocrite just tell the truth..you choose to be in fangirl path so you have to face all the consequences such as like this, they admitted that they are in a relationship..but i dont want to face all this no more..i dont want to suffer to much so i decided to quit..jealousy is the feeling that inevitable for every fangirl but we have to ignore that because we have choose the path that we want which is a b2uty..whatever it is..i know this relationship will not work because of their schedule and they will be like SHINEE's jonghyun and shin sekyung..break up because they are busy with their work..fortunately that sekyung is an actress so they will not meet that much but its must be awkward for junhyung and hara if they break up because they are both singers and they will meet each other at the music programme and at the end year programme..so just wait and see if the so called 'couple' can hang long enough..yes im a bad b2uty for not supporting them..you can bash me whatever you want..im just telling my true feeling about this..because this is too sudden..anyway good job CUBE and DSP for annoucing this news when there are about 2 days before they come to MALAYSIA..FFUU..goodbye now..this is the last time i post about kpop..so long kpop..au revoirrrr..adiosss..i regretted this a lot..why on earth i chose to be a b2uty..dumb me..so dumb..idk if the song 'Freeze' is wrote to us b2uty or for hara..this is so disappointing..i cant look at this anymore..the longer i look the more i want to puke..

Camping Mode ON!

2011-06-25T18:23:00.003+08:00

Weeeheee..im going camping this 30th June :DDD feeelinggg gooodd~~ idk if this will be the best camping ever but it better be! because this is our last year of high school bayybehhhh!! and 30th June is also MCCP day..the day when your parents come to the school to take your result :) this year my mom will be coming..she scolded me last year for not telling her about the MCCP i still dont know who tell her about it..gahhh..but nevermind..this year she will be coming to take my report card :)..i still dont know what to bring..i never go to camping before..yeahh im a spoil brat..you can say that..this camping is not for all form..but only for form 5 and upper 6 :)..and we will stay in the tent with our classmateee xDDD yeaayyy..this will be so much fun staying togetherrrr..weeheee..last 2 weeks and this week teachers are not in the class..we have been left a lot from the syllabus..trial is coming..the syllabus are not finish yet..duhh..too many to catch up..i already lost my memory after the school holiday..my head feels empty..i dont remember anything after the mid year exam :( i have to revised back for the trial..and about the mtv world stage..this is so depressing..i tried like giziiliiionns times to win the passes!! only get that FFUU message "please try again later"..im tired of it..and idgaf about it now..idc if beast will be there or not..im sad but theres nothing i can do..and more depressing is MTV will air world stage on the 1st day i have my trial..it is on 8th August..what a good news..and it is at 12am in the morning..WTF?!!..and i have to sit for my trial after that..i hope on the next day the subject is not a killer subject because i will have the time to watch it without any doubt :(..god must be testing me..its okay..im fine with it..i can accept the fact now..less kpop more study aitteee??..after spm i can kpop all night long..party harddd!!...im scared of triall...duuhhh..how im gonna do this..trial is the important thing to get a scholarship :'( im afraid that my result will not reach the expectation..whatever it is..im gonna study hard first and wait for the result..but when will i have the mood to study back like mid year exam :\..i have to figured it out 1st..thats all for todayy..byee-yeeoommm~~pray for meeee peopleee!! and not to forget..congratulations yayah because your school had won 3rd place in the band comp recently :pppp

Bad News T_T

2011-06-23T12:49:00.002+08:00

On 21st June recently CUBE Ent has annouced that BEAST will be one of the performer at this year MTV World Stage live in MALAYSIA..my heart crushed into pieces when i knew about it and tears suddenly falls like a downpour..idk why i cried..maybe because they had came to MALAYSIA too many times and i unable to go to their events everytime they come to MALAYSIA..GOD must be testing me T_T..this it too much for me..2 times in a month..if only a person can really understand my situation..being a b2uty is really good thing and also i suffered too much being a b2uty..i have tried to win the passes to go to the MTV World Stage which is very hard because you must have the LUCK..but my friend had won the passes..idk how he do it..lucky you aiman..grrrr :\..please send my regards to BEAST T_T..and please get their autograph for me :'((..dear GOD why and why they have to come this year..theres a lot of things going on this year..i cry everytime i thinking about this..how much i suffer for this..i want my old self backk!!!..the times when i listened to indie mainstream, hardcore, britpop and pop punk rock songs..and the times i read ROTTW and JUNK :'( i want those time back..i feel like a souless person that only know kpop songs and not know anything about music..being a hardcore b2uty is painful for me..i cant do this anymore..i want to focus on my study and SPM..i really really have to do well..i want to get the scholarships and get the best university..after i get all that i will continue back my fangirl job..i have to use my time systematically and not to use it to anything that cant bring any benefit for me..after 24th JULY..i will forget all about KPOP and i slowly trying to forget about it now..GOD please help me..give me strength to do this and focus on my study more..

School Holiday Over Now..Start Working Hard Now :D

2011-06-11T17:59:00.003+08:00

Today i deactivated muh facebook again :) till we meet again facebook..but tumblr is still on bayybehh..my no 1 source of happiness besides BEAST *O*..today is the last day i will be enjoying my school holiday like a boss..my homework is still untouched XD i wanted to do them after tuition this morning but then theres too much 'obstacles'..kekeke..i have fever today :( and i did some rope jumping today..thats so good of you namin..now i have no energy to do anything..feel like sleeping now :/ but theres still my undone homework..i will try to figure out later..i will finished it todayy by hook or by crook T_T..luckily theres no korean programme todayy :DD but there will be UKISS at 8tv..watch it or not?? make a decision namin..or else you will be in a total loss..nahh im not a hardcore KISSME though..i will forget it butttt still its about kpop duhhh..my dilemma -___-'..too many to thinkkkk..internet connection is slow today ;( my downloads always stuck in the middle of downloading..FFUUU you wi-fi..i want to download my OT6 performance today at Music Core T_T..i give up..maybe next week i will download it again..if the connection is A-Okay..today is a bad dayyy..then about the EPANTAU..my one only marks that is still in mystery,BIOLOGY marks..when you will appear T_T i have wait for it like FOREVER!! and the epantau loading for too longg..thought that epantau will be more efficient than waiting for the postman to come to your house..it is the same..its take too much time..my heart is going to explode waiting for biology marks :'(..i hope it will give a good marks..pleaseeee..save the best for the last aiteee..hope it will bring me happiness todayy..i have give my best for this exam T_T with the lack of sleep..please help me GOD :'((..thats all for today..till we meet again this weekend :D..adiosss..

Left..

2011-06-04T20:15:00.003+08:00

Im going to kl tomorrrowww..yeaaayyyy..at last..i have been waiting for this..but i will miss my kbsworld :( and my tumblr..and i will miss inkigayo too..will be back on 7th i think..b2st will go to japan on that day too :( double sadness..theres too much i will miss whenever im going out of the town..hope something good will happen when im in kl if not i will regret it like FOREVER!!..thats all folks..see you again on 7th June!!

My Wish Has Fulfilled!!

2011-06-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

At last uri hyunseungieeee has made a twitter account after a long time..this happen because of director choi keep encouraging seungie to have a twitter account..he is the only one that did not have a twitter account before..even the maknae, dongwoon has a twitter account before seungie..why are you so stubborn seungiee ahh..now all my ot6 have twitter account..yipppiieeee..one of my wish is fulfilled..i am a happy b2uty nowwww...and todayyy..b2st also win the K-Chart..double happiness *O*..for the second timee...yesterday was second time to at M!Countdown..B2st never failed to make me happyy...yaaaa im so proud of them..how fast time flies..they debut last two years still remember the date 16 October 2009 on MuBank..and now they are on the top!!..feel like a proud mother..HAHAHA..despite of this popularity i hope b2st wont do anything that can make us b2uties angry and disappointed with them..my heart cant take it..please dont do anything bad..thats all for today :D these are the reason why i am uber happy todayy..i hope im not gonna cry later on because im so happy today..i hope my result is A-Okay..i dont want to cry :'(

School Holiday :)

2011-05-31T12:11:00.002+08:00

Now it is school holidayyy peoplee!!! time to pay my sleep debt after the mid year exam..fiuhhh relieveddd :))) what are the activities for this school holiday? nothing i guess :'( but we will be going to kayy elll this 8th June which is late for us to go because the school is about to openn..nothing to worry let us enjoy the trip like nothing happen :DD..in this holiday we will be able to know our mid year result T_T kinda scarryyyy and nervous though..knowing only 5 subjects is not enough..and addmath marks will brings me down for sure..i really hope that i get 73 and above for paper 2 :'( please GOD..and chemistry only know paper 2 marks quite satisfied though..and biology still in mistery and english also..english is the most unpredictable..i hope teacher is in good mood when she mark my paper :( because i was dumb enough to write an essay about my crush in pain :( i had stomach ache that dayyyy which is baddd to mee because i can't think straighhttt..i wanna make it more interesting but then i can't think of it even one :'((..im very worried now..please teacherr..i know you are the besttt..i hope it is good enough teacher..im really sorry for not be able to write an essay that will please your heart T_T..why i must get stomach ache that day..whyy??!! nvm i will continue prayyingg and prayinggg..in this holiday also i will get my BEAST fiction and fact albummm!!! they already post it yesterdayyy but idk when it will arrived to me house..time please move fasteerrrr..i can't wait to see the albumm..today i heard the news that daesung involved in an accident :( he is fine but he was charge by the police because of the motorcyclist..the motorcyclist is already dead before the accident..daesung hit the taxi infront of him because he was speeding and can't brake on time..the taxi was helping the motorcyclist and call the 119..but then was hit by daesung..daesung's car is badly damaged thoughh..and the taxi too..daesung has been investigated by the police and we will have to wait the statement from the police..poor uri daesungieee T_T i hope he is fine and get through all this calmly..he is the person that always smile and will blame himself eventhough it is not his fault..that worries me..i don't want to see him sad and depressed..no matter what happen we VIP's will always support you from the back..daesung hwaitttiiinnggg..

Artis Malaysia Yang Mengutuk KPOP..

2011-05-30T11:47:00.003+08:00

Haters gonna hate..aku peduli ape..my malay entry..artis malaysia yg tdk bertamadun dan obviously jeles dengan artis korea..FFUUU!!..hal ni terjadi apabila artis MALAYSIA kite ni xdpt gne TANDAS sbb tandas tu untuk Super Junior M semasa hari belia 28 hribln..3 artis lain yg tiada semasa program tu msuk cmpr..ehh kalau xthu pape xyah msuk cmpr lah weii..dah mmg ptt pom sjm yg dpt tnds tu wehh..kau sume bleh pnggil 1 jute belia mri dkt kau pnye event ke wehh..sorry to sayy lahh..mmg xsmpi punyee..org cina dengan india ade mri jugak ke..dlm mimpi lahh..artis2 yang msuk cmpr tu tdk laen tdk bukan AKAK kite Azwan Ali..dan sekutunye MILA JIRIN hang p blik penang makan pasembukk je lahhh dannn rockstar malaya kite yang rse dye rock habis dengan simpan rmbut panjang siap dengan rebondingg lagii...gune jri pom blehh derrr..ade ke artis korea rmbt pnjg g2..ckp kat org korea mcm prmpuan dah ko tu mcm lelaki sngt ke dengan rmbt g2..mse artis luar negara mari sume2 ni xbsing2 plakkk..mse artis korea mri mulalah nk bsing2..ehhh prgi muhasabah diri dulu lah wehh..tgk muke kau2 sume dlm cermin..tatap2 btl2..terutama akak kite..bpuk no satu tpi xmngaku..ckp org korea bpuk dah kau tu jntn sngt ke?..stakat isu tandas pom nk bsing2..sjm mmg layak dpt lynan special sbb dyeorg mmg lgi famous dri kau and obviously mmg lgi hensem lah kan..kau ade peminat dri luar negara mcm perancis, german and brazil? xde kan..so duk snyp2 jgn cre psl org laen..kau jge diri kau je..lagu dyeorg lgi sdp didgr lagi berbanding dengan kau MILAH..suare terpekik2 mcm pape tah..yelah kalau artis mcm black eyed PEACE and rihanna lah mri mmglah kau suke..depa suke hang ke tak? terhegeh2 dpn mereke..and satu lagi..kau ade bgi fanservice mcm sjm?? mmg xde langsung..sekadar melalak ats pnts bleh lahh..artis korea kne training mse kcil lgi wehh...kau tu mng hrp undi bnyk je..bkn sbb suare pon..hrpkan rupe je..sdp2 je pnggil org anjing..ce kalau sjm tu pnggil kau deji..mcm mane perasaan anda?..kenapa buat private plak twitter tu..buke2 jelah..korang dh ktuk2 mcm2 bru nk buat private..p blek lahh wehh..lps kne serang di ELFs bru tkt..pdm muke..dengar crite akak kite nk buat kmpln KPUK..or BPUK hahah..pkir name leklok skit lah akak wehh..sume ahli kmpln dye mcm akak jugak ke?? amboi amboi amboiii...nak yang beradab je ye..dah akak tu mmg beradab dah ke..kate budi bahasa budaya kite..ntah p mane budaya tu..haih artis malaysia..buat malu nme negara je wehh..bile BEAST mri 1 july nanti and ade plak isu mcm nih..siaplah artis malaysia..mmg aku akan ktuk hbis habisan...pergi ubah diri kau dulu bru kau bleh nk berbahas dengan spe2 pom..baiki qualiti kau sbgai penyanyi..and compose lah lagu2 yg menrik..jgnlah lgu jiwang karat lagii..ni zaman 2011 lah weh..bkn thn 90-an lgi dahh..

Freedom!

2011-05-25T23:29:00.003+08:00

Now i have more than enough time to sleeppp!! yeahh feels like heaven for a while after 3 weeks of studying until midnight..duhhh ;( i activated my facebook back..since it is school holiday mehhh but i feel like to deactivate it again though..nothing's changing in facebook..still old lame facebook..and now i'll have to wait for my result..i have already know the marks for 5 subjects..only have to wait for 4 more!!..we sooo excitedddd..i hope teacher will mark it fasterrrrrr!! :(..this school holiday i have to go to school for about 3 days straight :'( starting from this friday until sunday..truthfully i did not have any idea to post in my blog tonight..my mind is blank and can't think straight for now..hehehe..thats all for tonight..bubbyee..

BEAST COMEBACK with the 1st full album :D

2011-05-14T00:38:00.002+08:00

I've broke my promise ppl..kekeke..im still on the hiatus actually..i still have two more weeks before my mid year exam end..ahh..time pls move faster..i update my blog today is because of my ultimate bias group will be do their comeback on this 17th May which is bad to me because im still on the exam mode and i will not be able to enjoy it as happy as i used to..but after the exam ends i will jump on the top of the world..and the first song was released on the 12th May entitled 'On Rainy Day'..the song really touch my heart..i cried when i listen to the song for the 1st time..my boys have become matured enough now..their voice so soothing and give me eargasm everytime i hear it..why beast why..why you do this to me..i need to focus on my exam and why did you do your comeback on this month..i really thought that they would released the album on June :( but then..whatever it is..i have order their 1st full album..kekekeke..we so excited!!..and the teaser has been released todayyyy...they are looking so hottt and flawlesss..their new hairdoooo!! OMG!! hyunseung new carrot hair..junhyung solid black hair..dongwoon rusty brown hair..what more can i sayy..they are perfect..but dujun didn't change his hair much..only a little brown..yoseob hair is like in the shock era..and gikwang eyebrows did not win my heart..waeee..im bit jealous though because park boyoung is the girlfriend of junhyung in that teaser T_T..forever aloneeee!!..im gonna post that teaser here..the boys are in japan right now and will be back in korea this sunday..only god knows how i don't want they go there too often or too long..and i have a news to tell ya..BEAST will coming to malaysia for the 3rd time nowww...on this upcoming 1st July they will be coming to malaysia..their showcase will be held at Sunway Lagoon..don't try to ask me if im going or not because im surely can't go to any kpop showcase this year yet because i have to focus on my SPM..and i have to prepare for my trial exam on that month and that month also is the fasting month..grrhh..i will not enjoy my ramadhan this year :'(..to much pressureee..ahhhh..helpp meee..okay that's all from me for today..im back to my exam mode back..gonna study physic and history tomorrow..pray for mee..and here is the teaser..enjoyy!!! pls watch it in hd ppl..1080px :DD

Will Be On A Short Hiatus

2011-04-30T18:14:00.003+08:00

Hye there my dear followers! I have a bad news to tell ya..i will be on a short hiatus starting from now..because i will have my mid year exam this 8th may..gotta keep away my lappy for a while..i will try to focus on this exam..pray for me!! :( im very afraid..the exam schedule is so mess up..how my brain will work if the schedule is like aghhh you know the word that im gonna say though..still got much study to do..will try to forget about kpop for a while..until we meet again in the end of dec..bye bye..

Ordinary Girl.

2011-04-15T13:11:00.003+08:00

I admit it..you got the beauty, the brain and the love from other people..everyone likes everything about you..you got all the attention that you need ohh waitt you get it more than enough..i always behind you never become the 1st..everyone look up to you and scared of you..whatever you say everyone will follow you..but when we the 2nd person nobody will even try to follow..what are other people see in you that i cannot see?..maybe other people did not know the true colours of yours..they only judge by your looks and brain but not the soul..im the one that can see the true colours of yours..you are always being secretive and not to share with your 'bestfriend' if that you call them after years of knowing you..i just don't get you..im sorry..

Vivid, Fast, Slim

2011-04-09T00:33:00.002+08:00

Another electronic gadget climb up my list :( goodbye samsung galaxy s 1 hello samsung galaxy s 2 :'( i looveee this one better because it has flash and 8mp camera and view 1080px hd video omaiiggoodddd i want money nowwww T_T the price is still unknown but i think it will be between 2500 or 2700 something*sigh if only i have the money..the phone will be released this month and available for shipping internationally this june..i must start saving my money nowwww...i wanna try andriod phone so badddd..lucky you ppl that already try it :'(((

Do You Ever Feel Like A Plastic Bag?

2011-04-01T19:54:00.004+08:00

Tired :( barely online and barely survive with school :'( full of homework and now i have to start struggle for mid year exam already..im slowly start to study but not too much :\ i know other ppl had already start to study..they just do not show it in front of me..grrr..only GOD knows how much i hate that kind of person..we should share our knowledge together not for your own sake..just share and we will succeed together..doesn't that make you happy? im tired seriously tired! i had enough of this..i wish you will change your perception about keeping your knowledge on your own and not to share with other people i mean friend not just friend but BESTFRIEND..you should be happy if we succeed together but you do not care about that..you only think about yourself and succeed alone..leave your friend behind..now i have learn the fact that you are like this i now have to stand by my own and will not hold back anymore..thats all from me this week..goodbye and APRIL FOOL people!

Dull..

2011-03-17T18:59:00.002+08:00

My school holiday is dull gloomy and whatever that bores you..i can't listen to my ipod because of my ears :( my ears got infected because i have allergic to seafood..my nose will be itchy and it have gave effect to my ears..no more headphone at the moment :'( which is hard for me because whenever i do my hw i must listen to my ipod T_T..idk when my ears will be okay..i hope it will be okay ASAP!! i really miss my ipod..grrrrr..this is more duller than my holidays..my life become lifeless and my soul feels empty..music is my bestfriend..not only me but everyone else too! music can colour your life no matter happy or sad..you just name it..i already done my addmath as i told you in my recent post..theres bio and phys left..too lazy to do it and i have two more days before school starts..i can't wait for tomorrow because it is FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY and we so excited..i wonder what is going to happen tomorrow maybe rebecca black will released a new single SATURDAY!!..and yes i will looking forward to the song..

When Your Holidays Are Filled With Tuition.

2011-03-14T20:29:00.003+08:00

Thought that i will be able to rest properly this holiday but then there are too many tuition that i have to go to :( in one day i have 3 tuition..for tomorrow i will have chemistry, english and physics..chemistry in the morning, english in the afternoon and physics at night -___- what a dull life..no fun ;'( i want to get enough sleeepppp..no time to get haircut and do anything..not to mention the homeworkssss!! i already done the addmath! am very relieved :) i have finished the hardest homework first..yayyy mee!!..my heart breaks when i heard the news that BIGBANG is coming to MALAYSIA this 4th June with 2NE1 :'( how cool is that..the most swag group is coming to my country T_T and i cannot go to see them..dear YGE why you bring them to MALAYSIA this year..i really really hope that you will bring them next year after SPM :'( why are you doing this to me :((( i've waiting for this for too longggg seriously too lonngggg!! BIGBANG is the hardest group to come to MALAYSIA and this is their first time coming to MALAYSIA..whatever it is..i still hope they will come next year thoughh T_T..i can't accept the fact..i will study hard this year and will go to every kpop concert that held in MALAYSIA..like seriously..

School Holiday Starts Now!!

2011-03-10T17:41:00.003+08:00

Get ready people because school holiday is starting tomorrow :DD but i have to go to school on 11th until 13th March for kem teknik menjawab soalan SPM..ughhh what a life -____-..hope it will be fun and save me from going to the lala land :) and im not going anywhere this school holiday :( one week of school holiday are filled with tuition and not to mention the homeworks..will start doing it tomorrow if i feel like to do it..kekeke..will do addmath first..let my mind do its job by doing the hardest works first :D..i can online after i have completed all the hw..because thats my mum's order..will complete it ASAP!! you all know how much i miss my tumblr, twitter and BEAST!!..thats all for today..see yaa when i see yaa!!..again HAPPY HOLIDAYS PEOPLE!!

BEAST Shock Japanese Version PV is out!!

2011-02-26T18:54:00.015+08:00

Omaigaddd!! BEAST has released shock japanese version PV!! i definitely sure that it will be released on 28th but then it was released todayyy!! thank god if not i will definitely wait for it on 28th..where did i get the false alarm that said it will be released on 28th..*sigh* and the PV is the hottest PV in the world!! the boys look so fine(as always :D), smoking hot and flawless..like a boss!! and their dance is out of this world!! im a proud and happy b2uty right now..my boys have changed a lot now..seriously like ALOT!! nothing can be compare to them..they looked more professional and matured now :DD..the feeling when i get notified that the PV is out can't be described my heart feel doogeun doogeun~ feel like crying because im so excited...wooooo!!!! i've wait for this like forever..CUBE has promised that they will released i like you best mv but then there still no sign of it..relieved now that we don't have to wait to watch shock japanese version PV..thank you universal music japan..you have kept your promised that you will released the PV today..not like CUBE :(..they will never released the MV..it has been months that i've waited for the MV to come out..i only saw the fancam of the mv which is not good :'( i want to watched in HD!! not in 720px but in 1080px..in that way i will be satisfied :DDD yeahhh!! the album cover of shock japanese version is daebakkk!! it makes me wanna buy it but then i don't have the money after spending them on So Beast, 2011 season greeting T.T..i must save my pocket money to buy it..the album has many version of it..there will be a version, b version, c version and d version..i wish i can buy all of it T_T..money is my priority now..no money no shock album..my mother will never spend her single penny on the album..never to any entertainment thingy :'(..but the album cover is so beautiful and makes me fall in love with it :'(((..the boys look so handsome!!..let me show you all the cover :D and you make your own judge..

BEAST (Singles) - SHOCK (Japanese vers.) / Version A

BEAST (Singles) - SHOCK (Japanese vers.) / Version B

BEAST (Singles) - SHOCK (Japanese vers.) / Version C

BEAST (Singles) - SHOCK (Japanese vers.) / Version D

Now make you judge on the all 4 cover..i want them all :'(..mom please buy this for my birthday T_T..only GOD knows how much i want this albums..nobody will understands me..the hardship of being a fangirl..if only i have the money..and the video..i will show to youuuu!!! get ready to get SHOCK!!

Here it is..enjoy!! yesterday i already said that i have forgotten BEAST but then they still in my heart and i can never let them out *sigh*..after this i will try to forget them for a while..seriously!! and the big announcement i want to say here is tomorrow is BEAST 500th dayy of debut!!! join us trending #500BEAST on twitter tomorrow at 8pm KST!!..ahhh very proud of themmm...it has been a while they have debut..i still remember when i first saw them at MuBank performing Bad Girl on 16 Oct 2009 :D all look so young and cute at the same time :p but now they have become more matured look :D..

Apart From You For 9 Months :'(

2011-02-25T18:05:00.003+08:00

The picture is meant to be upside down..the reason im updating my blog today because starting this March i will not be able to go online anymore because of the study and will be major busy with the homeworks that coming non-stop..and there will be extracurricular and extra class every saturday T_T..what a nice life i have people!! and plus with all the tuitions that i have to go every week -____- and the second reason is i have made a promise with my mother that i will stop onlining starting this March :'( i have to kept my promise..but my mom say that i can online on the weekend but there is no use because that day my schedule is full of tuition..so i decided not to online..the one big thing that very hard for me to let go is kpop :'( my life is all about it..no kpop means there no half of me..feels like souless and lifeless..but i have to accept it though just hang on for 9 months then i will continue my kpoping like a boss!! forget about BEAST, forget about BIGBANG, forget everything about kpop. now im slowly forgetting them :D yay!! alhamdulillah..ALLAH has help me :) i have forget BEAST now because im very upset that they will be debut in JAPAN and forget their own country ;O..you all know how much i hate when all kpop group debut in JAPAN..i wonder why they all excited to debut in japan..ughhh..you can say anything about me..im not hating BEAST..i just upset and cannot let them go to japan..they will not be at their own country as always as they used too and they will not appear at variety show and maybe award ceremony :( im very afraid of that..i will always be a b2uty..i will never betray them..i just need some time to try accept the fact that they will debut in japan..i just can't take it :'(..for now i will focus on my study and BIGBANG..BIGBANG has make their comeback after 2 years and 3 months..and this is because of they busy with activities in JAPAN..this is one of the reason i don't want BEAST to debut in JAPAN..because there will be no time to release album in KOREA..but focus on JAPAN more :'(..BEAST seems excited to debut in JAPAN..well..i hope they will do their best even though im very sad T_T..thats how i try to forget BEAST..and now i can focus on my study :)..see you after 9 months BEAST!!..BEAST will always stay in my heart :D but now i have to remove you for a while..thats all from me today till we meet again my dear followers if i online :)..but i not gonna promisa that :) i will try..

I've Got My Take Off Value (TOV) Result..

2011-02-25T17:14:00.006+08:00

Just click to enlarge :( thats my tov result which is not good as you are T_T i got 1C!! asdfghjkl!! the C is chemistry which is one of my fav subject ;O grrr..im so angry and disappointed with myself for not doing my best answering the question :'( and the questions are objective just circle the right answer and shade the answer at OMR paper..why im so dumb enough for not be able to answer chemistry paper one :(..my school only answer paper 1 not the other 2 papers..i thought my teacher will not take this TOV result but then he take this exam result :'((( why you have to do this to me sir Ibrahim T_T..other teacher will choose which one better..other teachers take 20% from mid year and 80% from end year result for this tov..but you sir Ibrahim take from this exam marks..now there is 1C in my result which has spoilt my result..feel that my result is now retarded because of that C!!! im not angry with you sir but im angry with myself for not study chemistry early..always study last minute :'( the habit that i couldn't figure out until now how im supposed to change it..hmmm..i have to admit it..my result is kinda okay even though im not study hard enough for this TOV..im gonna change the result to a better one in the next exam..i hope so..pray for me!!..gonna leave unimportant things first and pay 100% to my study -__- which is very very hard to do..im gonna start with my study timetable first..ahhh soo harddd..for sure there will be more entertainment than study LOL..i will try to avoid that :DD hope so ;ppp pray for my success okayy!! :)

D-Day! :D

2011-02-17T23:17:00.004+08:00

Finally tomorrow is the day welcome back to B2ST airlines starts..18th and 19th Feb..again i ddn't get the chance to go T_T..but its okay i'll imagine the encore concert myself ;( with my own little world..look how pity i am :'(..going to the B2ST concert will be the priority in my wishlist in my life after being a successful doctor wish but still don't know yet when will i be able to go..when looking at the fancams and photos i feel very very jealous to those ppl that go to the concert :'( and my heart burns T_T..kaseumi appa :'((..after the concert will spazzing about them like a boss..hahaha..but its starts at 8pm and i have chemistry tuition tomorrow..must study first then can spazz about B2ST..hee..study is my no 1 priority in life :DD..i hope the encore concert will be okay and no stampede like welcome to b2st airline recently..smooth sound system and everybody enjoys the concert..and im the one whom suffers at home cry like a baby..i hope the boys will be fine and handsome + hawtt as always and dear Kb2uties and other b2uties please take a lot of photos and fancams..we the b2uties that didn get the chnce to go want to see the photos..kekeke..and my last hope is that the boys will not get sick :( yoseob had already sick..his nose bleed :'( right before the concert which means today and thats worries me a lot..i hope you will be fine yoseobiee :)..and dujun i hope you are fine and not sick :( because im not there to accompany you :D..kekeke..dreaming like a crazy person even though the person doesn't know you at all..sighhh..thats all from me for today..have a good times at the encore concert b2utiess T_T..

1000 Patah Perkataan Dimana Ku Mahu Cari?

2011-02-14T17:12:00.004+08:00

Ughhh..bru dpt thu diri sendiri terpilih untuk msuk prtandingan menulis esei :'( dop rse bangge lasom..rse nk riak pom adop..aku mls ah nk tlis krgan pnjg2..slame ni keje krangan aku sume wak tpi aku tiru yg tenet punye je xpom aku amik dri buku rujukan..huu..tu ah rajen aku..ahaha..tibe2 je name aku ade kt ppn itam..ckg swuh msuk T_T..ade lam 10 org skls ye plih..ckg pilih ikt mrkh bm yg kts 1 punye..aku rse aku wak bhg rmbg je karangan mse xm aritu..ayt bunge2 pom xdop aku ltok aku rse..ayt bdk2 je kite gne..bab lame ni bm aku bkn ah tggi..A- je sokmo..walaubgaimnapun terima kasih ckg sbb plih sye..ckg nk skoloh kite kloh ah tu..amik saye ehh :D..bialah..nk wak gane..dowh ckg swuh dowh..kne ah ikt..kam pngetue swuh pndh skloh lok kam..yg pnting krangan ni swuh wak 1000 pth prkataan satu esei..mati kekeng aku nk menaipnye..huuu T_T..kawan2 tlglah saye..peribahase aku dop thu bnde pom..tau hok sng2 je..melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya..nasi sudah menjadi bubur..ahaha..yg pling femes..bagai aur dan tebing..kekeke..dop thu nk plih tjk mne lgi..ketah tu ilang pa mne ahu..peye ahu kbs..ilang lagi bgs..dkyoh wak trus..ahaha..mng sguhati pom jdi dowh..mau fulus aja dong..bleh aku bli cd BEAST :DD..tu sahaja untuk hari ini..sekian terima kasih..wish me luck for the essay writting :(..

Tomorrow Is Holiday :D

2011-02-14T16:18:00.003+08:00

Oh yeaahhh im liking this ;p after having the nightmare(TOV examination) finally i back to my normal self back :D time to have a break after using my brain for too much :( have a break, have a kit kat :DD..tomorrow we are celebrating the Maulidur Rasul..for remembering our prophet that have succesfully spread out Islam in Madinah with having a lot of obstacles..now our school does not celebrate this anymore..idk why our principal do that because ever since i start school there, we celebrate it every year without miss :'( now we do not have the chance to dress up prettily T_T to school..gahhh..that so you principal..always block our happiness in school and make us more hate to go to school..then you always said "kalau tak bleh ikt praturan skolah anda dipersilakan untuk tukar ke skolah laen"..urgghhh enough of that words..berdesik tlinge tau dop dgr..ss is not so goodlah..shams is better than you thats all i can said..bkn nk ktuk skolah sndiri but thats the true fact..no need to torture us to improve the school reputation..just hoping that you can change your mind by celebrate the Maulidur Rasul back at school pretty please :( enough about that..now i want change the topic..about the anti-beast at tumblr..wtf?!..idk why tht person hate BEAST so much..are they not hot enough? are they not an awesome dance group? idk wht kind of person is this..buat rosak mood nk cuti je..but i have good news to cover all this things :DD..my BEAST season greetings, so beast 2011 will be arriving soon :DD..yayyyy..im a happy b2uty ;ppp..

Im Free Now! :D

2011-02-10T22:41:00.003+08:00

Im on cloud nine :D but just for the time being. im free from xm atlast after a week of stress and lack of sleep. and in the week my left eardrum swell up :( and i can only hear partially. this was caused by using earphones too much in daily life :DD and theres no doubt bout it cause i love music and i must listen to music like every second of my life even before i sleep :p. one important thing is i like to hear the music with max volume :DD and super bass. doing that my head feel lighter and no more streessss. that is why my eardrum swell up kekeke XD. although my eardrum still not recover yet, im still using the earphone heee..don't know when will my eardrum recover and back to normal :(..i want to hear like a normal person..okay2 back to the main story..what did i just said just now? ohh yess about the xm..its finally finishedddd..time to online like theres no tomorrow and spazz about BEAST!! yayyy mee!!..the xm was to stressful to me T_T bcause i don't rmmber a thing espcially biology and chemistry..and the xm schedule was like a mess..on the last day was chemy bio and pai..im like wtf..theres no time to stdy and theres a lot of things i should revised back T_T..then after the pai paper my life have been better than other previous dayy..weeheee..thats all for today after one week hiatus..i miss my blog much :( sorry for not updating you always my love ;|..

Happy Chinese New Year And TOV :(

2011-02-01T23:16:00.003+08:00

First of all i would like to wish to all Chinese Happy Chinese New Year :) this year is rabbit year :DD..mine is dog..wish you all the best this year and great fortune XD..im very jealous to those ppl that already starts their holidays since saturday..a week long holidays..while i just have 4 days of holidays which is tottaly unfair enough..then i will have my TOV T_T..still not study anything yet even though my mind keeps thinking about the xm..what im supposed to do :(..god pls help me..day by day i become more slacker than i ever been..there's lots of hw that i haven't finished yet..then kerja cuti terancam pun mri lagi..bertmbh2lah kerje skolah..mcm gunung everest..pengetue is a bit strict this year n we have to do all the work that were given to us :'( which is a burden because we have no time to do all the hw..back from school at 2.50 pm and arrived home at 3.30 pm..arrived home still didn't do the hw..no mood no hw done..then at night have to go tuition..back from tuition feels sleepy and go to sleep..without having regret not doing the hw..like a boss..ahaha..seriously said..im very exhausted and my mind black out and feels empty..how im going to regain myself back to normal :'(

I Miss You Bloggie :(

2011-01-29T19:02:00.002+08:00

Didnt get the time to update my blog :( am very busy2 enough with tuition, tons of homework, school sports day and the biggest problem now is my TOV :( take off value exam and i still fooling around onlining like a boss -___-..and we did not get one week CNY holidays..im envy to those ppl that already start their CNY holidays tomorrow..lucky you T_T while i here stuck with school and more homeworks coming up..when im supposed to start studying..grr :'(..really2 worried..hope my mind can recall what i have learnt last year T_T..thats all from me today..see you when i see you..will try top update my blog more often :(..toodddleeesss..

School Again Everybody :)

2011-01-07T20:27:00.003+08:00

I can only happily online today..when it's time for school again i will sadly offline because im scared if im online when it's school day..tdk tenteram..and yes school is start now..stay in the same class which is good :D..5 Al-Amin!..and to complete my xcitedness..TOV is not going to answered..weeheee..heard it from our bm teacher..idk if it is true or not but i will try to not to get happy with the news..kekeke..just like i said in the recent post..i will not try to get my mind stress for this first and second month..will try to get used with the fact that im in form 5 now..but theres some people that already stress out and starts to changed their attitude not as normal as they do..start doing early homework that our teacher do not even teach yet and start to abandon their BESTFRIENDS..which is kinda scares me..hope 4 of us doesn't change to that kind of attitude..or do you?..people sometimes is unpredictable..they changed their attitude without any notice..and i have one more news..my buddyyy has returned to our school again..yayyyy..cik pathiah is in the house ppl..welcome back buddy..im very glad..now i have my gossip partner back ;p..now we have 5 member now :DD..school started but we not yet started learning..we relax for one week :D..next week we will be start learning..thank god..thats all from me..conclusion is..do not get stress out and easily intimidate with other peoples action..thats just to make you get nervous and only wanna show off like they had already study and act like a smart person..i really2 hate this kind of person..like seriously..what do you get with acting like that..saya sudah masak sangat2 dengan perangai org yg mcm ini..and im dealing with this kind of situation now..idk what have got their mind..suddenly changed...just tell me the truth and i will be okay with it..don't hide it because you are not the kind of person that can hide things well..with only looking your face i already know what is in your mind and your strategies that always playing in your head..i just don't think that you will do it in this way...i know that this year will be many conflict and hardship that i have to faced..i hope that will not affect my mind and focus..

Welcoming 2011 :)

2011-01-01T20:53:00.004+08:00

As we all know..we are in 2011 now..new year, new resolution, new achievement, everything new lah..i had already stated this year resolution in my recent post which is keep on dieting -_- till i reach my ideal body..HAHAHA..and ideal BMI..kekeke..too near yet so far for me..sigh*..then my second resolution is ofcourse get 9A+ for SPM and fly to SEOUL bebeh..oyeah2..my long live dream..pls pray for me :D..try to changed myself to more matured person starting from now on..heee ^_^..will try to finished my hw without hesitation and do some revision maybe? :O..try to not thinking about other ppl problems and concentrate on mine..will not overwork my brain and try to relax my mind..not to get stress on tiny little things..that is my 2011 resolutions..ahahah..will i able to do it..idk..do you ppl know?..kekeke..that's all for today..happy new year ppl..have a blessful year and happy moments..this year is my last year of school :D..im welcoming myself to the sophmore era..im a senior now :DD..and the most important things is..im officially a SPM candidate -__-'..will work my ass off to achieve my goal :(..toodleesss ppll..till we meet again..my new year resolution supposed to be kpoping whole the year but then i had to change it because of the SPM T_T..but i have promised with you all that i'll back with more kpoping after i've finished SPM..that day will be the happiest day of my life and i will be able to soom ( breathe) well and sleep well ^^V..kpoping and fangirling have to stop for a while but not in february..because the biggest comeback that i have waiting for years now has come..BIGBANG comeback baybehhh..its a must watch comeback ppl..i'll stop kpoping and fangirling after february or march maybe..kekeke..

1st Time In My Life Doing This :D

2010-12-28T12:31:00.004+08:00

Perkhabaran baru pada hari ini ialah aku 1st tyme msuk kontes lam majalah..kekeke..msuk sbb nk tket free ntuk kpop party..hehehe..dop thu ah bleh ke aku ke dop..msti rama lagi yg msuk..BEAST kowt..b2uties mesti rama serbu buku KLIK lake..bru dpt buku KLIK mareng..aritu jugop aku isi borang tuh..abih duit aku melayang 8 hnggt..sbb kne bli due bru bleh msuk kontes tuh..dum2..isi borang dengan pnuh harapan dan pnuh ksih syg..hahaha..tpi ade gop npok liquid skek2..ahaha..tulisan aku bkn lawo sangat..tulis pom keto2 skali..nk wak gane..bakal doktor kam..tulisan uduh ah skek (aku dh amik kptusan nk jdi doktor)..lph ciap isi kite glah pos..hehehe..mareng jugop aku g post sbb nk spa awl nih..kalu lmbt mmg xdop chan je..kputusan aku dop thu bile kuor..ahahah..tpi chance ntuk aku dpt tket tu tipis ngak ah :(..1% pom dop spa..tpi tdk salah untuk mencuba..ahaha..tpi rugi gop kdg..8 hggt aku T_T..duit 2 bleh wak bli cntct lens ekg...sobsss...btw..pray for me ppl..bialah aku dpt tiket tu :'(..tpi kalulah aku 'bleh' tket tuh..aku nk g ngen spe..ahaha..kacik sorg aku..tket ntuk sorg je kowt..aku kne branikan diri aku..ahahaa..by hook or by crook :D..pray for me kayyy ^^v

Ze proof that i enter this contest ^_^

Its Time To Go Back To School And Start Study Hard..

2010-12-28T00:33:00.003+08:00

Yess..its only three days more in 2010..then it will be new day in 2011 and we will be start schooling again..yay me! ;____;..the fact that we have to start study hard now is killing me T_T..im already stressed out now..aint stdying at all..thats why im all stressed..form 5 next year and im still the same..not changing at all..im trying to focus now and tried to forget kpop thingy which is hard for me :'( but i must try to forget that thing no matter what..atleast until i had finished SPM..how im supposed to do to forget it..this is the hardest mission for me because i cannot find the thing that can move my mind from thinking about kpop and they are so intriguing T_T..ALLAH pls help me..am suffering right now..what im supposed to do :(..after 31st dec i will start to forget about this kpop thingy and make new resolution..my resolution for 2011 is to focus in study more, less tv, delete kpop thingy in my mind..because i had suffered enough this year with this fangirling and fandom..the more i get influenced the harder for me to let go the fangirling things..will be deactivated my facebook soon maybe on the new year eve..hehehe..theres nothing much in facebook anymore..but i'll be back with fangirling and fandom thingy right after i finished SPM..i promise!!..yaksok!!..i hope my resolution will be done as i plan..must get great result..no matter what..my last word for today is i will try as hard as i can to fulfill my 2011 resolution and pray for me so that i can forget this kpop things..putakhamnida ^^..right now let me enjoy my fangirling before new year :)..ahh..feel so relieved that i have tell you all my concerns that i have buried in my mind for a long time :(..still sad now..

Harimau Kenyang Malam Ni,

2010-12-26T22:27:00.002+08:00

Seriously, im not a fan of football especially malaysia..only watch when republic of korea play..kekeke..but today something must be wrong with me..i watch malaysia match today..malaysia vs indonesia..tickets for this match are selling like hot cakes..for me no need to waste money just watch at home channel rtm 1..read from other ppl tweets said there was laser thingy..supporters just behave urself lah weii..buat malu negeri je weh..maen laser2 plak..throw the mat rempit side awayy lahh..tgk smpi mase pertame je..lps tu mls dowh..hehehe..anyway anywho..malaysia won by 3-0 with indonesia..malaysia has prove me wrong tonight..thought they were not strong enough to play with indonesia..kekeke..m proud to be malaysian..tanah tumpahnya darahku :)..harimau malaya hebattt!! ^_^..bubbye ppl..thats it from me now..toodleesss :D

Merry Christmas People,

2010-12-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

Ho Ho Ho Merry Christmas..sekarang dh christmas dkt Korea..kekeke ^_^..malaysia lmbt sejam dri korea..merry christmas to all my followers on twitter, tumblr and formspring..have a great tyme and get the gift that you want :p..goodbye 2010 hello 2011..what happened in 2010 stay in 2010..let's make a new start in 2011..next year will be my hardest year of all..i have to struggle till the end to get good result for SPM *sigh*..and next year will be the last year im in high school..yippieee..but sad tho..we have so much memories in high school >,<..afraid of next yearr..huaaaa..need to catch up in stdyy moreee..less kpop more stdy..must work hard next year T_T..itu sahaja dari saya harini..merry christmas and happy new year..bubbye for now..nk tgk cite plop..lepas tensen :(

Belajar,

2010-12-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

Haihhh..bosan gile harinim..tumblr buat hal..tracked tags aku xbleh buke :(..xdop dowh aktiviti aku T_T..nk wak keje skoloh malas..ade beberape hari g nk buke skoloh..haih..phtu nk TOV plop..mati ah..dop ingt bnde pom..blank trus pale..org laen mcm smngt je stdy..ciap upload gmbo g kbo stdy..phtu twit sne sni nk kbonye dye stdy..membare jgklah jiwe aku nih..lam pale duk mikir aku je hok dop stdy g T_T..dop bersedie lasom nk SPM..haih...bile nk sedo nihh T_T..buku ade dowh ssn ats meje..cume mate je xboh tgk dkt buku tuh..ni dh 22 aribln..2 jan skoloh dowh..bile aku nk stat stdy nih..org laen kate dop stdy pdhal dye stdy..tau sngt ah..kite bkn bleh bce fkiran org bleh thu je lam pale ye mikir nde..ye kbo je dop stdy..strategi org ah tuh..aku knl sngt..semua org jadi pesaing kite dowh taun dpn..nk bce buku pom aku mls lenim..haihh..omma..ohtekayyy..nk rse rajin gop skali T_T..nk stdy mcm org laen gop..

Josh and Zac Farro's Exit Statement

2010-12-22T16:37:00.002+08:00

Hey guys,

Let me start by apologizing to you for the way everything went down on Saturday. I had a statement typed ready to post to you guys but Hayley released one without my permission. We were not going to issue a statement until we worked out our exit agreement with Hayley. I wish it didn’t have to happen that way, Zac and I wanted to be the ones you heard it from. I want to be honest with you guys about how this band formulated from day one. I did not think Hayley’s version told the whole story, at least from our perspective and hopefully this will explain a bit about why we are leaving.

Zac and I had a garage band in high school with the intentions of just making music for the love of it. We met Taylor and our friend Jason Clark at our school and found out that we shared the same musical tastes. So, we asked them to join our band. It was some of the greatest times of our lives playing music in Taylor’s basement with them. We obviously needed a lead singer and one day Zac met Hayley. We asked her to come try out and eventually to join the band.

Months down the road things changed and this band became all about Hayley. She had a manager at the time that controlled her every move along with her parents. They didn’t like the idea of Hayley being in a rock band so they forced her to leave wanting her to pursue a solo career.

Hayley went off to write and record her solo demos while the four of us continued on without her. A couple of months later Hayley came and asked us if she could use the song “Conspiracy” that we had all previously written together. We agreed that that would be fine. I got a call a while after that from Hayley telling me that her manager said that Zac and I were invited to be back in the band (the band we started), but not Taylor and Jason because they weren’t good enough in his eyes. Hayley brought in Jeremy and our first rhythm guitarist Jason Bynum as the other two members.

We travelled to LA a few weeks later for a showcase and it was a nightmare. Hayley’s manager would tell the band to be in the lobby of the hotel at a certain time, but he and Hayley wouldn’t show for hours. We found out that they had been meeting with record label executives all morning without us, which is totally weird given that this wasn’t simply a solo artist, but we were a band. The band was in the dark the whole time. After many meetings between Hayley, her manager and the labels they decided to sign her to Atlantic records. We didn’t understand why Hayley was the only one signing the contract since we were told this was a “band”, but we were too young to grasp all of this. So far, Zac and I haven’t signed with another label, although I guess our part of Paramore sure could. Next thing we knew we were having a signing party for Hayley.

Our next move was to rerecord her solo demos with our own music rather than studio musicians to make it sound more genuine. Meanwhile, we tossed around band names. I wrote out a list of names, including “Paramore”, a name my old band with Taylor and Jason Clark had thought about using. Obviously, we settled on that name. The label received the rerecorded demos and once again tried to fire the entire band, saying we were terrible. Thankfully Hayley and I had been writing some new songs together (Hallelujah, Here We Go Again) that the label was pleased with so that acted as leverage for the band to stay. The label and management then decided to build our band up the grass-roots route. They put Hayley on Fueled by Ramen not making it known she was signed to Atlantic as well. All the while we still questioned whether or not we were an actual band, but Hayley continued to insist we were, despite our being ignored and pushed around by the label.

They then sent us all to Orlando to rehearse and write eight hours a day for our first record. Half -way though this process, Jeremy decided to quit. We were all really upset about it. So we finished the record, replaced Jeremy, and hit the road with Hayley’s father as our tour manager/driver of a twelve-passenger van. Her dad would constantly threaten to “pull the plug” on the whole band if we complained about anything, suggesting that we were hired guns and Hayley was the real artist, when in reality we were also part of the band. We’ve always been treated as less important than Hayley. It’s been obvious how her family views things.

Jeremy ended up rejoining and we toured non-stop for two and half years building our fan base, pretending to be a band that started naturally. In reality, what started as natural somehow morphed into a manufactured product of a major label, riding on the coattails of “Hayley’s dream.”

Before recording our next record, we kicked out Jeremy for his lack of work ethic and participation in things that Zac, Hayley and I didn’t agree with. At this point it was just the three of us to record Riot. Once the record was done, we needed a bassist and another guitarist. Eventually Zac and I convinced Hayley to let Taylor rejoin and she convinced us to let Jeremy back in, promising he had changed his ways.

Once again we hit the road and toured on our biggest record as a band. As you all know Hayley and I dated and broke up during this album cycle. Things then started going downhill for our band. Hayley and Jeremy’s views started changing from what we all once believed in. The band almost split after cancelling a tour in Europe, but we managed to keep it together somehow. This is when Zac and I started to consider quitting the band.

Once we finished touring on Riot, we came home for a break and started writing for Brand New Eyes. Hayley presented lyrics to us that were really negative and we didn’t agree with. For example, “the truth never set me free”, which contradicts what the Bible says in John 8:32 (“and you shall know the truth, and the truth shall sat you free”). We fought her about how her lyrics misrepresented our band and what we stood for, but in the end she got her way. Instead of fighting her any longer, we decided to just roll over and let it go.

Hayley claimed that this record reunited us as band and made us grow closer together, when in reality we were all growing further apart. Suddenly the band had spilt into two sides. Touring became more difficult since we couldn’t agree on anything. The friendships our band once had were no longer existent. Amos 3:3 says, “Can two people walk together without agreeing on the direction”. In addition to the band turmoil, touring had really taken its toll on us both. We left home at such a young age and missed taking part in normal teenage years. When you own part of a band and are constantly playing, you make sacrifices. Touring has taken its toll on our family members as well. I specifically remember many moments where our parents would break down in tears when we had to leave. It broke my heart. Seeing our siblings grow up so much during our absences was never easy either.

After a lot a prayer and counsel Zac and I came to the decision that it was time to leave the band. We truly feel that God is leading us elsewhere and is going to do great things with us. The intention of this statement was not to belittle or disgrace the rest of the band, it was simply to clarify our decision for leaving and our desire to finally tell you guys the truth. We are still hoping to work out a friendly way to leave our part of Paramore intact with the remaining band members, including Hayley.

We want to thank you guys for all of your love and support over the past 7 years. It’s been an honor creating and playing music for you. If music is what God calls us to in the future, we hope that you all will be a part of it.

All of the glory be to God,

Josh and Zac

Many will dislike Hayley after reading this.

Anonymous,

2010-12-22T15:55:00.000+08:00

Facebook kian didatangi dengan orang - orang yang tidak sepatutnya mempunyai facebook. masa mula - mula zaman kegemilangan facebook dahulu masih aman tetapi kini semakin tidak tentu hala. dulu friend request pun tak sampai beribu2 pun. adalah beberapa ketul friend request. dulu online facebook sebab nak main game cafe world dengan farmville. oleh sebab gangguan banyak sangat aku tarik diri, makanan aku habis basi ladang aku pun hancur. game di facebook sudah tidak dapat menarik perhatianku lagi. pasal default picture aku, aku dah malas nak letak gambar aku sebab nanti ramai orang yang aku tidak mahu kenali membuat semak di friend request. bukan untuk menunjuk yang aku nilah rama orang nak add. itu bukan niat aku sama sekali. aku pun dah naek muak tengok semua friend request ni. jadi aku tukar aku punye default kepada gambar bakal suami saya. alhamdulillah langsung tidak ada orang add. kerja aku pun dah kurang. tak payah nak delete orang dah :D. tak ada mat rempit dah. kadang - kadang aku rase macam nak delete je facebook. suram je takde apa-apa yang menarik dh. mayb xdelete cume deactivatekan aje kowt. nk tumpu study. setahun je lagi. bersabarlah namin. lepas ni blehlah berkpoping habis habisan :DDD.

Happy Birthday Yong Junhyung :D

2010-12-18T20:50:00.003+08:00

Happy 21st (22nd in Korea) birthday to Yong Junhyung :DD..this guy really mess up my biases list..he had taken the 1st place in my biases list..thats mean my dujun had move down to the second place..biyanaee dujunahh..the main reason why i fall in love with him more than dujun now is because he is hottterrr than before..i mean in shock of the new era and bad girl..he really2 look very different..idk how he do it but seriously..he is much handsome now..not that i don't like him in the shock and bad girl era but i like him more in mastermind and lights go on again era..now that he has changed his hair colour..he is lookingg evenn hoottterrr nowww..junhyungaahh..why are you doing this to me..mess up my biases list and i had to betrayed my love to Yoon Du Jun TT..btw..happy birthday Yong Junhyung once again..have a better live in 2011..have more rest and sleep..i don't want to see you sick :(..and released more album and good songs..can't wait to see you in Malaysia next year..like im going to the concert T_T..i will not try to like you more because you had so many love scandal now..haihh..don't want to break my heart hearing those scandal..will try to stick loving Yoon Du Jun..hahaha..although Yoon Du Jun is now acting with her ideal type Yoon Seungah..im really jealous now ;O looking them acting together..haihh..joke2 only :DD..i can't be jealous cause Yoon Du Jun is not mine and he did not know me either..hahaha..i just can dream on..i will never meet a guy like him or him :(..in conlusion..HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY YONG JUNHYUNG/JOKER/POPPIN DRAGON..kekeke ^^v..btw..can't wait for tomorrow ingkigayo..gd & top comebackk..weee..and BEAST will be performing soom and beautifulll..yippieee..and tomorrow i will try to start doing my hw again and try to stdy..bcause my mother had start nagging just now..haihh..

Looking For Hardisk :(

2010-12-17T21:33:00.003+08:00

Where to find cheap hardisk but 500 gb..kekeke..skrang ade pc fair..ingt nk pi checkidout esk..huu..xdi call kda komp..tnye yg 500 gb punye brape then ye gtau 200..tpi tu price untuk pc fair end of year ekg..kne tggu end year ekg la plop..ade org kbo wak nde bli hardisk bdk kcik bkn ade bnyk nde ngak nk smpn lam tu..hardisk ntuk org tue je..pndpt itu slah sma skali..bdk2 skarang dah mju lah weii..sume jenis bnde ntuk org tue kite paka tau dop..dulu bdk kecik dopleh paka hp pom..lenim bdk 6 thn pom paka dowh..kalu stkt psl hardisk ni apelah sngt bgi dyeorg bile drjh 2 ekg..aku nk hardisk ni bkn nde..nk smpn harte bnde kpop aku nih..terlalu bnyk sngt..overload dah nih...nk2 ngak folder BEAST..ngen video2 sume2..for sure mmg dop muat kalu nk arap ke lptop je..so must buy the hardisk mehh..bru bleh enjoy smpn bnyk nde..kekeke..will start the searching tomorrow..kalu dop jupe gop terpkse tggu end year nih ah..30 aribln ni ade pc fair..bli yg 200 hengget tu haa..haihh..bru ingt nk smpn duit nk bli galaxy s..nmpk gayenye tidak tertunailah hajat aku..taun dpn mmg dopleh bli g..aku ciap wak kire2 g..mmg dop dan nk kjo 2800 hengget..haihh..dkpe ah..kalu ade jodoh aku bli ah galaxy s tuh..tpi bkn taun dpn aku rse :(..dopleh lah aku nk rse andriod T_T..

I WANNA GO TO BEAST CONCERT NOW! T_T

2010-12-12T10:19:00.008+08:00

The reason why i wanna go to BEAST concert now!!..

After making fans scream with the news that B2ST would be revealing a new song during their upcoming concert, Cube Entertainment dropped another announcement that the new release would actually come in the form of three songs!

Cube Entertainment’s representatives stated on December 12th, “B2ST will be releasing three songs that they all personally participated in producing. They paired up in teams of two in order to present a duet as a present.”

The three songs are divided into separate genres, with units divided by vocal color and musical preference.

Lead vocalist Yoseob and rapper Jun Hyung will be performing “Thank You“, a song with a hip hop base and a melody crafted to please even the most finicky tastes. Ki Kwang and Hyun Seung paired up for an R&B track, “Let It Snow“, produced for the winter season. Lastly, Doojoon and Dong Woon will be performing “When This Door Closes“, a ballad track made to capture the hearts of fans.

The members are currently preparing for their first concert, “Welcome to Beast Airline“, to be held on December 12th at 5 PM. These three songs will also be released immediately after the concert ends.

Credit:allkpop

Look at the duet..waaa..i wish im in seoul rn..im sure the songs will be beautiful..lucky to the b2uties that can go to the concert..i know there's will be more exciting show at the concert...huaaaa...really2 wanna goo T_T..anyway, hopefully nothing bad happened at the concert..b2uties behaved yourself :)..and hope that the boys will not get sick with the freezing cold weather at seoul..i don't wanna see you all sick especially DUJUN!..that's all from me today..will update about the concert more later on ;p..BEAST hwaittinggg!!..good luck for the concert!..now im gonna go in my room and cry..my heart is crushed when i read this..thank god that the song will be available to download later :DDD..im a happy b2uty :)..when i study in seoul i will go the BEAST concert and start saving money..all i need is money actually ;'(..

Still Can't Accept The Fact.

2010-12-11T12:10:00.005+08:00

Recently there was Golden Disk Award..on the 9th Dec at 6.00 pm..first i was tottaly excited because BEAST will be performing!! :DDD..then the bad news came..i got tuition that night..grr..but i found out that GDA can be rewatch using the playback button..ahh..relievedd ^^..fortunately BEAST is the first performance..yayyy..can go tuition with peace now..kekeke..the performance wass powerful as always ;pp..the boys look tottaly hott in black..you gotta love it..BEAST never let me down with their performance ;)..and that night they win the rookie award..yeaahhh..BEAST deserved it more than anyone..but i'm curious..why they call BEAST as rookie..they have debut for about a year now..but still a rookie?..nvm..atleast they win something that night..kekeke..i'm proud of them :DD..they manage to pull out good show even though they did not get enough sleep..they were really tired..you can see it at their face..tomorrow is their 1st concert..but i can't go..do the best for tomorrow BEAST..hope nothing bad will happen..i'm sure the concert is going to be DAEBAKKK..i'm jealous to whoever that can go to the concertt ;__;..i wanna see dujun's solo performance :'(..and the merchandise..i really2 want the BEAST airline necklace..okay back to the main story..the thing that i still can't accept the fact is about SNSD winning the GDA..before the show start i was like really sure that SUJU will win the award..but then they announced that SNSD win it..although i'm not a hardcore ELF but i still sad..you can see that SUJU was very disappointed that night..they should give the award to SUJU this year because next year SUJU will be losing LEETEUK and HEECHUL because they will do the military service..SNSD can win next year what..only this year give to SUJU laaa..this part i don't like about GDA..this is my opinion only..don't get mad SONEs..this is my first attempt to write a post with englishh..grammar error everywheree..ahahaha

Oh Postman.

2010-12-11T11:46:00.003+08:00

Orang laen bleh dowh result..aku je hok dop dpt2 g..nilah akibatnye kalu ddk kt ulu bukit payong marang nungg..dkpe kite tggu arini..kite tgk postman mri dop..mreng dop mri..cuti..jdi kite tgk harinim ye mri ke dop..grrr..i'm dying to know my result..dgor org kbo rsult ye sume sume no sdp2 lake bleh..aku nih..g mana?..dpt no wape kls nde..haihh kls tu ah pntg..kalu tau kls nde bru aku lege skek..tuisyen pon start semula dowh..stkt nih chemy ngen addmath bru..arap ke tuisyen je ah cuti nih..nk stdy diri haramm ahh..duk ngadap lptop okmo..namyn2..bile nk insaf..SPM dowh taun dpn weh..bce twit org laen mcm stdy dowh..smngt lopp tu..wape jam blajo ciap kbo g..bilelah aku bleh jdi g2..jdual blajo aku ilang pa mane ahu..kne wak bru plop..kali ni kurangkan hiburan..kekeke..tpi siyes debor tgk org laen stdy dowh nih..ingt nk stdy bio..lmbab skek bab bio2 nih..nk jdi doktor gane ahu ehh..kne stdy btl2 ah bio..mmg aku nk jdi doktor pom..cite2 dri kecik g ohh..bile ckg tnye nk jdi nde bsor2 ekg saye pom jwb nk jdi doktor dri tadika smpi skrang..jwpan msih sama..tpi skrang aku ade second choice..kekeke..antara engineer ngan doktor..engineer tu msuk sbb aku nk g blajo kt SEOUL je..hahaha..ade tujuan laen dowh..bkn g sbb nk blajo..hahaha..but i'll stick to doctor kowt :DD..gane2 pom jwb SPM lu bru leh pikir..nk amik course ane2..akanku berusaha dgn gigih untuk mendapatkan 9A+ untuk mk ayh saye yg bnyk habis duit untuk aku..dopleh 9A+..9A bese pom dkpe dowh aslkan straight A..tpi jgn bnyk ngak A-..kekeke..aku dop ajen dpt g straight A untuk xm2 taun nim :(..mitok2 SPM ekg blehlah skali :DDD..amin2..sedo2 lah cpt namin TT..

Krisis.

2010-12-08T12:19:00.003+08:00

Tekanan semakin dirasai..duhh..kpale mcm srbut gile dowh..terlalu bnyk perkara yang aku pkirkan..srbut psl kwn2 lgi..blajo lagi..dri luar mmg nmpk snym je..dlm hati spe thu..terlalu bnyk bnde yg terbuku dlm hti aku nih..aku sbr je slame nih...aku je hok bleh phm diri aku sndiri..org laen xakn bleh phm diri aku..kwn baek ade mcm xdop je..dop thu mnde dlm fikiran dye aku bkn psychic yg bleh bce mnda org..kdg2 rse mcm dyelah kwn baek aku tpi ade kalenye aku rse dye bkn kwn baek aku..true friend is hard to friend..dye xakn dpt mengerti diriku ini..sume aku buat sloh..my life is lifeless..souless person..don't have emotion just go through life without enjoying it :(..i just want to be happy...pls understand me friend...jgnlah mrh2 aku..aku pnt ah maen gnim..sume aku kne jge ati..ati aku spe nk jgenye..kalu trus gni gop..baek aku xdop kwn ah..forever alone T_T..if it is the best solution for me..aku dh mls, pnt, pusing pikr bnde gni2..taun dpn bialah aku dpt hidup dgn tenang..goodbye friend..i need time to be alone and learn how breathe again..

Sudah Mula Bekerja :)

2010-11-30T14:34:00.002+08:00

Bru stat buat keje skoloh harinim..kekeke..wak addmath je bru..hok pyoh lu..save the best for the last :DD..ye2 ah tu..wak pai last skali..hehehe..wak keje skoloh smbil on9..oyeahh..bgs bnar tu namin -__-'..tkpelah aslkan buat..drpda dop buat lasom..tu je nk kbo..bubbbyee..

Sebulan Sahaja Lagi..

2010-11-29T12:01:00.004+08:00

One more month to play with my laptop and after that i will get my hands off it. SPM tyme weh. g mana caranya mahu mengurangkan diri drpda on9. setiap hari bgn tido celik mate on9 trus. nk pk psl blajar? haram. mmg xde dlm kpale langsung. hok form 4 punye aku ingt lgi ke x pom aku dop thu. haihh. brt2. dalam hati pom ade rse debor. debor gile2 kalu dop dpt catch up yg form 4 punye dulu. sebulan lagi dh nk msk form 5. hukhukhuk *btuk*. tue dowh saye ho. tpi dop matured2 g. rse2 pyoh nk buang sifat mengon9 aku nih..sbb aku dh jdi taksub dgn tumblr. stiap hari cek sbb nk tgk update kpopku. hahaha. psl beast aku dopleh tggl ah. skrang nih tgh rse down skek ngan kedebutan beast di jepun. officially debut ialah pada bln february 2011. dengan lahirnye sebuah album jepun. aku rse smakin jauh dgn beast (mmg jauh pom dop ajen dkt g eh). rse mcm kurang dowh mnt (kire mcm ngajuk ah nih). hahaha. hati rse brt nk wi debut kat jepun. dop thu bkpe. i am a bad and selfish b2uty, sorry. rindu ekg weh. aritu punye showcase kt jepun, nk tgk gmbo pom haram. ade ah sekping due kping. sbb tu ah aku dop suke debut kat jepun ke mane2 ke. gmbo tu kalu ade hok lawo dkpe gop. ni mcm gne cmre zmn bile je. dop sharp lasom. mk xsuke lah nyah :(. ntuk menghilangkan rasa kekecewaan aku kelmarin, aku tgklah MNET MAMA livestream dkt allkpop. berjam2 duk ngadap laptop. phtu tibelah dkt last2 tuh performance yg aku tggu berzaman2 iaitu performance dri TOP, G DRAGON and TAEYANG!!..kefangirlan aku terserlah..ciap tepik sorang diri lam bilik mcm org gile..gile hebat performance..that's why i love big bang so much!..always give a powerful performance..lme dowh dop tgk big bang di kaca tv weh :((..mse tgk performance tu mmg dop ingt lasom ke BEAST..big bang mmg pengubat aku untuk melupakan BEAST..kekeke..dan ubat yg pling hebat ialah GTOP released album 24 Dec nih..and single 15 Dec nih..weeeheee..both are my biased :DDD..gile happy weh..and comeback big bang 1 Feb taun dpn..heee..i'm the most happiest person in TERENGGANU!!..but i'm bit disappointed..dulu kate comeback big bang bln november phtu december pahtu january nih jdi february plop..dop sdih ane pom..performance tu mmg ah..highlight performnce lam MNET MAMA..although rmbt TOP bgitu..ahahaha..slps performance tu ade performance hebat lagi :DD..far east movement wehh..FLY LIKE A G6!!..the song keep shuffling in my ipod ;ppp..tpi MNET MAMA kali ni npok sngt biased dkt YG ngen JYP..ngen YG dkpe tpi kalu ngen JYP..hmm..dop wahi sngt ah..nk2 ngak ngen miss a..smph dop wahi gile kowt ngen group tu..dop thu bkpe..jgn bnci aku ah sbb aku bnci group nih..ni pndgan aku je..dop wahi tgk :(..udah2 ckp psl MNET MAMA..aku dah lri dri tjk..mule2 nk ckp psl blajo ni jdi psl kpop plop..back to the main story..ni pale aku tgh srbut nk naek form 5 nih..tgh pikirkan cre nk krang tgk cite korea T_T *that's the hardest part*..dkpe namin berkorban untuk sthn..tgk mse comeback BIG BANG ngen BEAST sudoh..tpi tumblr..nk ltok mane..gmbo2 beast ekg aku dop dang nk tgk..nk save g..gile mu..aku save bnyk gile gmbo beast..ahahaha..mmg gile sggh ah jdi eh..blas2 ribu lam satu folder beast..kekeke..tu dop msuk hok group laen g..agagaga..tpi mmg kne kurang suggh tabiat aku nih..bhye2..membawa maut ekg..ni keje skoloh hok kne wak mse cuti pom aku dop snth2 g..addmath modmath and pai..modmath dkpe g..addmath tu lah..berjam2 kne mikir..lam pale nk mikir on9 je. duk mikir gane tumblr aku..bnyk dowh gmbo beast aku tggl..haihh..brt2..jgn jdi mcm saye ah..gile awok ekg..pale pom bruban sbb mikir bnyk ngakk..kaloh perdana mnteri..konklusinye..saye akan berubah demi SPM..tggu dan lihat sahaja..kekeke..ma..kunci laptop org..astro unsubscribe sthn eh T_T..aishh..dopleh2..kne hidup gop skek..kalu dop jdi gile aku dgn tiadanya kpop lam hidup..haihh..entry demi entry sumenye ade psl kpop..thu sume dopp wahi dkpe ah nk tulis gop..dkyoh follow2 ah blog nih..kalu btl2 mnt je follow hok mmg pyoh ah nk cri..ahahah..counter follower ntuk blog nih mmg lmbt grok..kalu tumblr mmg laju je grok..haihh..ni bkn nk nunjuk aku je hok maen tumblr cnim eh..aku org bru..org lame lgi berhak untuk mnunjuk..aku bru sbt2 psl tumblr eh sbb aku bru pnda maen..ahahah..sign up berkurun dowh cume bru reti maen..hahaha..org bute it gane ngak..dop suke nunjuk2 ngak psl tumblr nih..bcause daddy said it is not our style..kalu ade wak snyp sudoh..ni tumblr aman g sbb mat rempit dop reti maen g..ce kalu ye reti maen gop..abih org ye follow ekg phtu menggatal sane sini..stkt ini tumblr cume ade org yang bertamadun g..hahaha..mat rempit dah invade facebook..maen add org sne sni..aku pergi membawa diri ke tumblr snggup blaja cmne nk maen..ahahah..blajar dgn sndiri..xdop org nk tlg :(..so bubbye facebook..farewell..

My Heart Crushed Again T.T..

2010-11-27T23:08:00.003+08:00

Harinim sudah dikonfemkan bahawa BEAST akan mari ke MALAYSIA lagi buat kali ke due ntuk KPOP PARTY anjuran DiGi(why DiGi?!) awal bulan JANUARY nanti bersama2 dengan 4 MINUTE n GNA..hatiku hancur luluh sekali lagi..mse showcase kat MALAYSIA aritu pom dopleh g..hok nim pom dopleh g sbb mybe ade TOV akhir bulan january tu..jdi..saye kne catch up stdy dulu dan myb tdk bleh on9..bnyk kne cover wehh..hok form 4 pom blm tntu pass..haihh..rse sdih kowt..aku mnt gle2..i am a bad b2uty T_T..nilah satu2nye kpop idol yang aku gle2 ngakk..hok laen mnt gop tpi hok 1st dlm list..haihh..berkorban ntuk SPM..lph SPM ekg aku nk g lake konsert..n satu g pyah nye ddk di trg..kalulah aku duk kl sng skek..bleh je serbu airport tu..tggu BEAST mri..tgk knsert tu lalu T_T..hhuaaaa..waeee..nk g sngt2 nih..dujun ahh..biyanae..saye dopleh jupe awok plop..kalu ade jodoh kite jupe ah dilaen hari dan waktu..sobsss...bleh tgk gmbo je ah phtu fancam..nk tgk BEAST perform beautiful :'(..dkpe ah..setiap pengorbanan ade ganjaran ekg(bgian nk wak sdp ati)..tu je nk kbo arini..nk g lps prasaan jap ;(..tahap kekecewaan aku naek dowh :'((..kefangirlanku tidak terserlah..abis ancur fandom aku..saye tdk lyk mnjdi b2uty T_T..

Finally We Met Cik Pathiah :)

2010-11-27T22:13:00.003+08:00

Pada hari khamis bertarikh 25 November 2010..saya nazmin syahirah dapat juga bertemu dengan nur fathiah amirah setelah beberapa bulan tidak berjumpa setelah beliau pindah..sobsss T_T..selama ni rancang sokmo dop jadi..grrr...grm2..tpi kali ni nekad kalu xdop org nk g pom dkpe..aku g sorg..hahaha..tkt2 brani je nih..phtu ade gop org nk g..alhamdulillah..kekeke..aina aten yunie ngen lalau pom nk g..tujuan lain nk kuor ialah kita mahu berkaraoke..oyeahh2...hasratku tercapai juaa..kite mulakan hari itu dengan makan piza..puahahaha..ddk c2 lme gop..duk bergossip2an..apabila persatuan perempuan bersatu..nde lagi nk buat..ofcourselah bergossip..kan2?..hahaha..slps berjam2 ddk dkt pizza hut..kami berangkat ke tmpt berkaraoke itu dengan penuh bangga dan tdk membeli air mineral terlbih dahulu..dum2..ddk berkaraoke selama 2 jam..nk msk 3 jam..tpi dop rok dowh..hari pom dah nak petang..kuor dri bilik..sore sume krang2 dowh..hahahaha..akibat dop bli air sblm berkaraoke..lps tu kite trn lah bwoh..msuk giant..sbb aina nk bli roti nk cicoh sup..hahaha..aku pom kne bli roti burger..sblm cri roti kite g kat laen dulu..g tgk sluor tidoo..ahahaha..mmg dop kne lasom ah..mule2 nk cri roti pahtu g tgk sluor tido..ahaha..mule2 ingt nk tgk je..rupe2nye aku hok tergode :DD..comey ngak ekpom..bli due sluor..ahahha..doit mse tuh mmg xdop lasom ahh..ahahaha..mujo aina ade..org kaye..ahahha..pnjm doit ye..kekeke..tpi sdh dilangsaikan yee..phtu g ah cri roti..lala g guardian bli lip gloss ke..plih punye pilih..amik lah hok 30 inggt tu dop tgk dowh content dlm..ahaha..blek umoh cek upe2nye ade alcohol..hahaha..lps g guardian kite pg ke rotiboy..tmpt fav untuk membeli roti kacang fav saye..weee..mujo ade duit2 inggit g..ahaha..dpt bli se je..phtu kite mkn je ah kt c2 spa blek..kami yang pulang dahulu..cik pathiah ngen lala tdk pulang lgi..mule2 ye org hok blek awl..tgk2 kami yang blek dulu..weehee..we had great tyme :DD..nk jupe plop pyoh dowh..kne plan btl2 kowt T_T..okay2..tu je nk kbo psl hangout nih..bubbye..adioss..annyeongg :DD

Cuti Sekolah Oledyyy :pp

2010-11-16T11:18:00.003+08:00

Aku bru thu kelmarin last day skoloh..hahaha..bengap tul..tpi kalu aku thu pom bkn aku g skoloh gop..esk dah nk raya haji..weeheee..tmbh lagi brt..oyeah2 T_T..smlm xcited gile sbb BEAST beautiful mv sudah direleased..tdk sia2 aku tggu..mmg berbaloi ohh..sume hot2 blake :DD..ternganga aku tgk mv tuh :O..trus sync dlm ipod :DD..tpi ade part 2..skek ngoh..ni bile plop nk released nih..hok ni pom jenuh dowh aku nunggu..CUBE ENTERTAINMENT mmg btl ah menguji kesabaran saye :(..dkpe ah saye tunggu..comeback BEAST due mggu je :(..pstu debut kt jepun plop..poor my baby :(..did not get enough rest T_T..jgn skek2 dowh..aku plop hok rindunye ekg..dkt tv dopleh tgk dowh..bosanlah hidup saye ekg..debut kat malaysia xboh..bleh tgk sokmo..dop miss pom ekg..doh2 cite psl BEAST..BEAST okmo ade lam post aku sjok due mnjok nih..hahaha..hok tu je thu skarang nih..hahaha..hal laen aku dop cre dowh :DD..ohh yee..ni tgh tggu mv PARAMORE hok bru Playing God..weeheee..xcited gop nih...lme dowh aku tggl lgu english nih..lagu melayu mmg lngsg xlyn..tnye ah nde2 psl lgu mlayu mmg dop thu..kalu kpop dkyoh tnye dkpe..aku tlg jwb lalu..kekeke..virus kpop merebak terlalu cpt dlm kpale..ade org spa jdi musuh aku sbb dye kate aku tiru dye mnt kpop..snyp dowh ye lnim..kalu dop srang formspring ngen belog aku sokmo..amik ah mu nk ngak kpop hoo..wak msuk kubur lalu eh..taun dpn aku dopleh mnt dowh kpop2 eh..kne buang lu sthn..jdi mu smpn leklok kpop..beng wi ke org..ekg mu kbo org tiru mu plop..mlh je nk cite bnde bnor..aku smpn je lu..ekg mu kbo aku bangge plop..konklusinye..laen kali wak ah pengumuman kbo sumthing tu hok mu punye..org laen dopleh tiru..tu je nk kbo arinim..xnk tmbh dose gua yg sdh berbkl2..wa nk p stdy n SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA semua umat islam di dunia..ni mv BEAST beautiful..sile lihat..jgn mlu2 :DD..

Dujun saye hott orp2..hehehe..se g nk kboo..kcewe aku tgk teaser FCUZ..haihhh..terlalu seksi smpi mate aku tersekse wehh..g tgk sndiri ah dkt youtube yg berhampiran..tpi kne lnim ye restricted..only for 18 and above..nseb dang tgk mlm..ahahah..tu je nk kbo arinim..bye-yeom ^_^v

Bored Enough..

2010-11-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

Bosan gile arinim..ddk umoh dop wak bnde gop..nk stdy mlah..tv xdop cite feveret arinim :(..jdi hidup saye jdi bosan..on9 pom xdop bnde nk cri..facebook smkin hari smkin bosan..tumblr gop oke skek..sbb bleh cri gmbo beast puah2..spam gmbo bnyk2..tpi knklusinye on9 mmg membosankan lenim..on9 pom sbb nk cri gmbo beast je :)..gane aku nk hdpi cuti ini..terlalu membosankan..tsktsktsk..nk kluor umoh pom mls..skoloh lgi ah mlh nk g..gahhh...bosan2..beast beautiful mv bile mai releasedd..released lah cpt2..saye nyawe2 ikn dowh nim..hidupku mnjadi smkin bosan dgn xdop mv beast bru..huaaa..tlglah cpt2 skek released..jaebal T_T..

Ze Proveee T_T..

2010-11-13T14:35:00.003+08:00

*click at the image for bigger image*..bukti aku dpt 5A dan 4B+..no yg pling krap aku dpt ialah 66 67..dop cye ase..no tu je ade lam rslt aku..tpi dkpe..saye cube lagi..ekg bile dpt 9A+ aku tnjuk ngate ekg..tgk ah :'(..aritu gelennya ngak mitok bia xdop c..xdop c snggh ah tuh..kurang A plop..laen kali kne mitok bialah ade A je..huaa..tu je nk kbo arinim..bubbye..

Thank You For Believing In Me..

2010-11-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

Ahhh..with the bad result i got today..i really2 disappointed with myself..from now on i will try harder..not to disappoint other peoples including my parents and my teachers..i'm a bad daughter and student :(..i will try to make you proud..after reading my teacher advice i really2 relieved and become more determined to do better in my examination..thank you teacher..i will try to reduce my kpoppingg next try..just give me my last chance to kpopingg this year then i will start work hard..i think so :(..gahhh..sblm cuti pon dh dpt keje cuti terancam..addmath modmath and pai..addmath saye dpt B jdi saye kene buat..tdk perlu dicomplainkan..taun dpn nk try gop dpt A..abih lthan saye buat 6ti..tpi bkn skarang..tggu BEAST beautiful punye mv kluar bru buat..pling krang pon mse BEAST goodbye stage dkt muBank and debut dkt jepun T_T..msti album bru lmbt kluar bile BEAST start debut dkt jepun..muke2 pom kurang bleh tgk kt tv :(..really2 don't like it when kpop artist debut in Japan..one of the example is BIG BANG..after couple years or 3 years..i'm not sure bout it but i think 2 years..this year they will released new korean album after 2 years debut in japan..just look at the time..after two years i will able to see my big bang back :(..really not like it..me don't want BEAST to become like that too T_T..i will miss them a lot :'(..bile dyeorg buat goodbye stage and brhenti buat performance skjp pon saye rindu gile kt dyeorg..nk tggu album bru dyeorg pon saye xbleh sbr..just don't go japan for a long time..and yes i'm being a selfish b2uty here :(..

5AA Next Year?..Don't Think So..

2010-11-12T12:58:00.005+08:00

Yess..today officially know my full result..kinda sad but a little happy..i don't know how to say it..i'm a little disappointed with myself..thought that i had study enough for this xm..but it did not paid off..happy because there is no c in my result..only B..yeaayyy..all the B's that i have nearly A-..that disappoint me a lot ohh..66 67..that numbers always pop up for this xm..duhh..sdh2 ah ckp bi..bi pom dpt b gop dowhlah broken..wak skek ati je..saye dpt 5A je..puas ati??..sukelah anda..dop thu sma ada aku bleh ddk kls 5aa lgi ke dop..tpi aku rse mcm dopleh je..abih ah rekod aku nk ddk kls no 1 okmo hancuss begitu saja..dumb2..tu je nk kbo arini..entry ini akn bersmbg lagi..skarang ni aku xdop mood nk buat entry pnjg2..slamat bersukelah anda tgk result saye tuh..i'm already doomed..

BEAST 4th Album Released :DDD...

2010-11-09T00:13:00.004+08:00

Weeeheee..at lastt..light go on again sudah direleasedkann!!!...woot2..gile dop sukee..rele dop tido g nih..nk download dulu mini album..stlh slesai mendownload tugas setrusnya ialah mendengar..dgor dowh lake..sdap2 lake..kalu dop sdap pom aku kbo sdapp..hahaha..tpi siyes2 bgi aku sdap hok ni..dop nwok..try ah dgor sndiri..lmbt ngoh mv nk relesed...laki2 sayeeee :ppppp...

bonuss..lights go on teaser ;ppp..

dujun saye tnjuk skit je T_T..frust nih..tpi yg pnting sume encem ^_^...

Happy 5th Years Anniversary Superr Juniorrr :D..

2010-11-06T23:13:00.005+08:00

What day is today?..today is Super Junior 5th anniversaryy..woot2..6 november 2005 bru suju debut..haihh..mse tuh bru drjh 5..dop thu nde g psl org korea yang encem..dop mayik g..ahahaa..mnt pom cite cartoon je dulu..ahaha..org laen dop cre dowh..woohh..org duk korea sdap ah bleh celebrate ngen suju kt konsert die..special konsert tuh..sbb nk smbt anniversary ni..kangin pom ade mari..weee..oppa donghae saye pluk dieee dulu..kekeke..nk suju mcm dulu blek..ckp 13 T_T..tpi lnim tggl 10 je..dop lngkap..dulu sdap je..lnim koho krang org mcm kosong je npok..tsktsktsk..tu je nk kbo arinim..saye dop sbo nk tggu 9 November nih..weee..BEAST nk kluor album bru plopp..weee..Light Go On Again..ni kre album mastermind part 2..pttnye se album dowh..gbung ngen mastermind..tpi nk wak pcoh due plop..haih..tpi dkpe..saye msih sukeee :DDD..mv bru pom nk kluorrrr..weeheee..dgor teaser ye pom buat hati saye cairrrr ;ppp..beautifuulll my girrrlll..ni teaser yee..sile dgr baek2..

part 1..

part 2..

junhyung's voice makes my heart meltss again and again...kekekkee..can't wait for the album :DD..

Kite Usaha Sama - Sama Ye :)..

2010-11-05T19:42:00.002+08:00

Yeayyy..sudah boleh berbelogg..stlh tersekse selama 2 mggu lbih mybe..dop ingt dowh bile..pekse akhir taun sngtlah aku nih..kekeke..pekse gane?..dkyoh tnye ah..mmg jem sokmo..nme pom pekse..rindu gile kat belog wehh..lme dowh tggl..sjok zmn purbe ane ahu..paleolitik pom kaloh...sbb dulu xdop cite ngak ekpom..dop thu nk update nde..hehehe..ni nk cite psl xm end year ah skek..bio ngen addmath tkg wak chendeng..bio paper 2 mcm nk bnuh org je..aku hok jwb ibrt mcm aku g bnuh diri ahh..addmath lagi ah..pper 2 yg membunuh dan mengancam..hmm..hok dpt dowh rslt ialah pai..dpt 77 je T_T..sdih ngoh..A- dowh sute c2..3 mte g nk A..tsktsktsk..dkpe ah..saye redho T_T..hok laen dop dpt g..phtu sjrh ckg kte nk swuh tnde sndirii..dop whi ngoh..ckg ah kne tnde..kite mne reti nk tnde.phtu mula ah hok btl jdi sloh ekg..abih cotek mrkah aku..grm ngoh..doh2 cite psl xm..wak skek ati je..huu..skoloh mlh g dowh..weeheee..bleh tido spnjg mse dowh..xdop dowh dop ckp tido eyebag segala lagii..woot2...kalu g pom..g ari isnin ngen rabu jee...isnin antor buku teks..rabu amik buku form 5..haihh..form 5 dowh sayee..dop rse tue ngen matured pom..hahahaha..msih sperti dulu kala..taun dpn kne stdy kuat lah plop..xdop maen2 dowh..sume org jdi laen dowh ekg..sume jdi serius..adop dowh mls2..huu..spe nk join sye ekg..huuu..rse tkt plop nk naek form 5..hahaha..cik pathiah pom stat stdy kuat dowh...sye je dop sdor2 g..cik pathiahh tlg ajor sye bioo..sye mls nk bse ekpom..huu..gane ahu nk jdi doktor nih..mls nk bce bio..haihh..kite sme2 tolong ah ehh..aku ajor mu nde laen..ahaha..mcm aku pnda sngt nk ajor2 org eh..tpi dkpe..aku cube ye cik pathiahh..cik pathiah pom laen gop lnim..jdi org cerdik dowh lnim..dulu kite maen2 sme ni mu tggl aku T_T..huaaaa..dkpe ah..kite maen2 mula lps SPM plop nehh..nk tmpu blajo dulu :)..bile ahu aku nk stat stdy kuat -_-'...

24th September 2010..

2010-10-07T23:02:00.003+08:00

Tarikh keramat tuh..keramat yang amat..end year xm baii :(..lngsg tdk bersdie..tpi mse msih pnjg nde pyohh..kite stdy spa jdi glee..bru sng..dkyoh amik pekse trus..taun dpn dpt kls pom terbaek dri ladang..dowhla skoloh skarang blek kul 3 sokmo..stiap subjek 1 jam 45 mnit..dop gle ane pom..nk mutoh ija ase blajo lame g2..baek g tucen..bereh gop..sdak pom sdakk..ari ahd ngen khmis 1 jam 30 mnt..haihh..gile dowh ss lenim...form 5 pnye psl ah nih..nk wi slaras jdual ckg lah nape lah..skek atii..mkn pom bnyk kat skoloh kalu blek lmbt..huu :(..dopleh nk truskan diet aku T_T..hok raye ni bnyk nih kne buang..haihhh..sblm xm nih mmg aku dopleh wak nde2..fkiran jdi dop tntu ngen dop tnang..rse nk ngamok skmo..cptlah mse berlalu..aku xboh dowh srbut pale aku..nk xcercise pom dop tenang..mikir nk stdy okmo :'(..jadi hati pom dop tenang..tkt gile wehh xm nih..kalu dulu..rslt xm truk ngak bleh ddk kls b je..ni ye kbo nk mansuh tasawwur plop..mmg kne trn spa kls d jee..huaaaa..lagi kuat aku kne struggle..aku ni dowhla benokk..dop mcm org laen..bce last mnute pom bleh ingt..aku hok stdy early minute dopleh2 ingt..nk wak gane..nseb aku ah tuh..stiap org ade klbihan dan kburukan..tpi aku bnyk kburukan dri kelebihan T_T..saye redhooo :(..smbg cite blek lmbt xdi..hoomm blek kul 3..phtu spa umoh lam kul 3.30 lbih g2..phtu on9 kjp..bkn on9 nape2 pom..tgk ade gmbo bru beast ke dop je..ahahaha..hok laen aku dop cre dowh..pahtu maen2 save gmbo spa kul 4 lbih dowh..kul 5 cite nk stat dowh..kdg2 aku tdo mse kul 4 lbih tuh..letihh ohh..lps stdy dokpom wak keje koloh..ade tucen plop mlm...phtu ingtkam nk stdy plop mlm pahtu ngatok mate..dopleh nk stdy..jdi mse xcercise aku pom lari..mse blajo pom lari..sblm pekse ni aku halt dulu aktiviti xcercise aku n tmpu stdy dulu kowt..bnyk kene catch up ntuk org bnok pe aku nih..wish me luckk peoplee :)..i will appreciate it very very much ;p..must get 10a for this xm..n kalu tasawwur dimansuhkan 9a je ah..komang ngoh..9 je..kalu 10 rse hebat skek..wakakaka..

BEAST Official Soom/Breath MV ;pppp..

2010-09-30T17:11:00.003+08:00

and i loveee it very very very muchhh!!! ;p

Sebelum End Year Exam..

2010-09-25T11:19:00.002+08:00

Salah satu keje aku hrini ialah mengupdate belog aku yang berdebu nih..sudah lame aku tinggal sbb idea2 aku sudah lari berterbangan entah ke mane..sbb skrang smakin bz dan masa untuk mengonline hanya ciput..hujung mggu je bleh lame..seharian aku online..HARHARHAR ;ppp..hari skoloh xdop mse ah..nk wak keje skoloh g nk tgk tv lagii..cite korea itu penting..hahaha..kne tgk sokmo..dopleh miss skali pom..hmm..xm end year sudah dekat..mayb 25 Oct ni kowt..smpi lah cuti 16 Nov..haihh..3 minggu lop tuh..dan mngkin 3 mggu jugop aku dopleh tgk BEAST dkt music bank T_T...aip2..dopleh2..kne tgk gop..dopleh miss..ulangan ye lmbt lgi bru bleh tgk hok tige2 minggu tuh..masalohnye..aku dop thu nk ejas gane ehh..nk stdy g nk tgk tv g nih..tamok sngguh lah mu ni namin :((..nk end year dowh nk maen2 g..wakakaka...nseb gop music bank ari jumaat..mse cuti bkn mse skoloh..kalu mse skoloh mmg aku dopleh tgk je..msti esk kan tu ade exam kene stdy dulu meehhh..tersekse jiwe dan rage tau dop dlm 3 minggu tuh..nk bleh ke abih berjanggut..tersekse jiwe rage aku jugop kalu aku dop tgk BEAST perform..haihhh..gane nih..buntu2..hmm..aku pikir ah gane2 ekg..sudoh2 pikir psl end year xm..nk cite nde laen plop..wak srbut pale aku..kite ilek lu kjp..hahaha..tggu BEAST released album dulu..phtu bru mikir xm..wakakaka..lps end year ekg mmg aku happy gile bangang ahh..tgk cite korea je manjang pahtu online seharian..bersedielah laptop dan tv..tepat2 lps xm mmg aku online dulu..kdg tobak debor wehh..lps xm kam cuti lalu..phtu dgn reslt dop thu nye..dpt2 pom mse dftar or myb bebrape hari sblm dftar..gile bangang wehh..tau skali dgn kls kowt..kalu ade ckg sloh tnde nde2 ke mse tuh dopleh beki dowh..sume ttp dowh mse tuh T_T..nk mitok mrkh lgi ah dopleh..huhuhuhu -_-'..xboh ah trn kls..mlu wehhh..muke aku nipis je..dop tbl..aku ni dowhlah benok skek..otok dop lju..slow and dop brape nk steady..sokmo resoh gelisoh..haihhh..ni dop SPM g ehh..kalu SPM mmg mati kekeng..akanku cube sdaye upaya..huuu T_T walaupun tersekse jiwe dan rage :'(...kne stay gop lam kls tuh..kalu dop..dop ahu aku nk kbo nde :'(((..

BEAST Soom/Breathe Teaser Released ;p..

2010-09-24T22:59:00.006+08:00

can't wait for their comeback!!!..one week moreee...and i will be the happiest person on that day..kekekeke

Holidays Out, School In -__-

2010-09-18T20:02:00.003+08:00

Hmm..esk..buke skoloh dowh :'(..aku dop ingt sute pom nde hok blajo sblm cuti skoloh..HARHARHAR ;ppp..bgs ngoh bdk nih..tpi tobak aku dop ingt sggh..haihh..gane nih..bio sume abih dop ingt..huuu :(..end year smkin mendkti..tpi aku msih maen2..kekekeke..tgk tv ngen on9 24/7..tabiat bruk btl..gane nk SPM ekg..ni sume korea pnye psl ah nihh..hahaha..jdi addicted g2 dowh aku..huuu..omma..tlg syee..wak sye blajo blek..aku wak jdual blajo pom dop btl..ahahaha..blajo sjam due phtu tgk cite korea tige empt jam..ahahaha..nk ejas gane ahh??..spe ye bleh tlg saye nih..dop reti nk ejas masee..hahahaha...hmm..dkpe ahh..saye pkir diri ah ekg :(..aknku cube..arini sume blek ke u msing2..tggl aku sorg kt umoh..oyeaahhh...suke2..tu je nk kbo arinim..bosan orp..bubbye..lmbt eh 30 September..huuu..

Ueeee..Finally!! :D,,

2010-09-17T11:43:00.005+08:00

Oyeahhh..beast has released the new songgg!!..today at 10am..nseb xdop tucen arinim bleh tgk lalu :DD..clenching a fist tight title of the new song..ballad songg..weee..me likey2 ;p..full album will be released on the 30th September..haihh..lmbt wehh..ekg dopleh dowhlah nk tgk music bank kalu lmbt2 gnim..nk xm end year dowh..kne stdy plop ekg..huu..30 September lst day bln September dowh tuh..dkpe sye sabar menantii..aknku ejas gane2 ekg..kne tgk gop beast kat Music Bank..tiap2 mggu spa goodbye stage..agagaga..dlm album tuh ade 5 lguu ;pppp..

click to enlarge :D

Tu list lagu lam album tu ekg :DD..excited gle wehh..sudah lama ku tunggguuuu..ekpom delayed okmo comeback..ni bru hok btl..30th September..nseb bln September gop..jgn ah bln October..kalu bln October mmg aku hok glisoh..rse dbor pom mri..hahaha..dbor exam ohhh :'(..hmm tu je kowt nk kboo arinimm..sekoloh pom nk buke dowh..tyme ntuk mengadap buku plop..huhuhu..konklusinye saya sudahi post ini dengan lagu bru beast ^_^

Listen it peoplee ;pppp...bubbyee for noww :)

71 : Into The Fire..

2010-09-12T22:08:00.004+08:00

Finally!..i get to watch 71:Into The Fire..after months of months waiting for somebody to upload it at the youtube with the subs..ofcourse kne tggu lme nk download..tpi saye ttp sabar :DD..excited gle nk tgk abe sye blakon TOP!..ni 1st tyme aku tgk cite perang der..slame nih mne aku mnt cite2 prang nih..ngen ade psl sjrh2 g..tpi dengan adenye TOP dalam cite nih..aku tgkk cite perang..kalulah ade askr malaysia hok mcm TOP mmg aku jdi askr dowh..dkyoh kbo ah..mmg aku akn msuk askr..hahaha..hmm..cite ni psl 71 org bdk skoloh hok kne jdi askr yg kne prthnkan skloh tu drpada north korean pnye askr..mse 1st casting pttnye Yoo Seungho ngan Kim Beom yg ptt jdi lead actor..tpi xjdi..taewon entertainment plih nk amik kwon sang woo ngen TOP..ngeh2..bru jdii..tpi kalu yoo seungho ngen kim beom pom oke gop ehh..hehehe..slbihnye tgk sndiri ah cite ye gne..aku cume nk kbo ending ye..ending dye ah highlight ntuk cite ni :'(..aku mmg dopleh tgk cite nih T_T..sdihh ohhh..sume 71 student tu mti..termsuklah TOP ngen Kwon Sang Woo..part yg pling sdih mse TOP mti ngen mse Kwon Sang Woo mti..smph sdih gle mse tuh..TOP tringt kat mk dye phtu ciap tlis srt g kt mk ye..ye kte mngkin dye akn mati mse ye nk g prang tu..phtu ye mati sggh..tobak sdihh...ciap TOP nangis g..haihhh..lgi ahh aku cair ke TOP :)..kalu dop cye ckp aku g ah tgk sndiri kat youtube..tgk puah2..mmg sure nangis..aku nih mmg sensitif skek..tgk cite King Of Baking, Kim Tak Goo pom aku nangis..hahaha..aku dop thu bkpe..myb sbb sdih ngak tgk Tak Goo sokmo kne kutuk..spnjg ye idup dop ajen bhgie..mcm cite east of eden pom g2 gop..hok tu bpok sdih..btw lam cite 71:Into The Fire..TOP nyaris nk jdi bute ohh..sbb msuk habuk bsi lam mate..huiihhh..nsib molek g mte yee..kalu dop xdop ah mate TOP hok hot ohhh..woot2..hok tu lah hok wak ye hot ohhh..

hot dop??..hot orp2 :DDD

Tu je nk kbo harinim..aku jdi pengkritik movie plop harinim..kekekeke..i really2 hope that this movie will be released in Malaysia..this movie is really2 DAEBAKK!!..you'll be in loss if you did not watch this movie :(..great actor and great movie..

Tiada Semangat Raya =,=..

2010-09-11T20:42:00.003+08:00

Haihh..raya taun nih dop thu bkpe aku rse bosan gle..rse cam sme je..xdop nde hok beze..dop dap2..gmbo pom kurang..ade ah sektl due..hahaha..g jln2 phtu org mri umoh..sme je..xdop beze..huuu..nk update belog psl raye pom xdop bnde dowh..skek ni je ahh..ahaha..doit raye msuk gop ahh..tpi skek :(..dop bnykk..sobsss..doit smkin berkrang..berat smkin bertmbh..abih sume yg krang mse pose naek blekk..caiiitt...bci aku..sbb mreng aku mkn bnyk ngak sate..jdi aku decide hari ini aku nk pose..sudah lps berbukee..burppppp..mk saye wak rendang ngen ktupat..woot2..puah ati aku mkn xdi...weee..dop bloi pom aku pose..dop trn pom brt aku..naek supe tule gop..kire ahh tupat wape dowh kalori nyeee..phtu esk nk mkn nsik dagang plop =,='..byg ah wape brt aku ekg..buke skoloh muke kembang jebok..prot dok soh beng kbo ah..bucit cam lege(tong minyok)..haihhh..lmoh2..buke skoloh ekg dbor plop..result xm aritu..tpi yg psti..ketah tu mmg kite kne cek sndiri..sbb ckg msti sbuk raye phtu mesti ye cek kth trial form 5 dulu..jdi kite jugop yg kne cek sndiri..phtu kne ciap sdie xm end year plop ekg..huaaa..nk rehat cukup dopleh :(..nmpk gayenye aku kne korbankan cite koreaku :'( dan laki2ku yg tersyg..krang skek je..taun dpn kbs world akn dibanned dan ditutup oleh mk sye..dan internet pom..on curi2 bleh lah kowt,,tu pom kalu mk aku tidoo..wakakaka..hmm..taun dpn..gane nk wak..rse cam bdk2 g..hahaha..lps taun dpn nk msuk u dowh kite..kekekeke..tpi jiwe msih mude..taun dpn mmg prok ah...tekanan jiwe prasaan ade lake..ahaha..kbo je nk hok ane..hmm..tu je ah ntuk arinimm..pnutup aku ah tuh..selamat menambah brt bdn ye semue :)..

Happy Birthday To Mee And Happy Eid People :DD..

2010-09-09T22:55:00.004+08:00

Yess..today is my birthday..kekeke..9th September 2010..mlm raya tuh..woot2..hahaha..birthday taun okay lah kowt..taun ni ade kek taun lps xdop kek T_T..and satu g..adioh pom xdop taun nih T_T..tggu dpt doit raye je ah ekg..adioh saye lah tuh..haihh..smkin tue smkin skek adioh..wakaka..ohh yaa..thank you yunie sbb kasi cupcakes..sedaakkk mehh :DD..terima kaseh bnyk2..

cupcakes from yunie :DD

Tu je nk kbo harinim..had a blast todayy..thank you mom and dad sbb bli cake :DD..my favourite cake..white chocolate macadamia..wonder it's right or not..can't recall what its correct name..kekeke..and not to forget..HAPPY EID bloggers..my friends and other people that know me..heee..MAAF ZAHIR BATIN..have a nice raya people ;ppp..n terima kaseh kepade sume yang wish birthday kat sayeee :DD..oh yaa..mintak maaf sbb kualiti gambar yang tdak baek..gmbo kek lmbt amik..amik lph ptong dowh..HARHARHAR ;pp..se g..awat xdop tulisan HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY NAMYN kat cake tu nooo...haihh..dkpe ah..

Waaa...MBLAQ n JYJ Coming To Malaysia! T_T..

2010-09-08T20:10:00.003+08:00

Haihhh..bkpelahh koho rama kpop band mai malaysia nihh..dop wahi ngohhh..tau dop bkpe dop wahi sbb aku dopleh g T_T...huaaaa..ni mblaq ngen jyj plop mai..tpi fan meeting je..bia ah..aslkan mari :(..haihh...kecewe glee kowt..laki2 saye ade lake lam tuh..seunghoooyaaaa ngen hero jaejooongggg :'(..kehenseman mu terserlah :(..dop ckp nk nangis dowh..dopleh2 g gop..redstar laen kali pnggil big bang plop yee..nk jupe TOP gle2..bia ah..aku ngaloh..kasi chan kat org laen tgk dulu..org special dopleh tgk ngen org2 rama..hahahaha..tpii....aku nkk jupeee yeee T_T..okeh2..ni nk kbo details psl fan meeting yang aku dopleh g nih :'(..

MBLAQ

Time : November 27 starts from 7.00 pm until 8.30 pm
Location : KL Live

JYJ

Time : October 16 starts from 7.00 pm until 9.30 pm
Location : TBC

tu je yg aku thu stkt nih..tpi sume tu dop sure lagi..myb location tu akan bertkr..kalu nk thu ngen lbih lnjut sile ke facebook redstar..aknku bgithu kemudian kalu ade yang berubah..haihhh..why2..aku nk g!!!..bci2..aishh..sbo namin sboo..ekg bile g blajo kat korea ekg bleh jupe puas2..abih cncert kite g ekg...huu :'(..dkpe ah..tu je nk kbo..nk g kemas umoh plop..esk luse nk raye dowh..kekeke..

Cermin Semakin Menebal Dan Terus Menebal..

2010-09-04T20:51:00.002+08:00

Xdi pegi check power...haiyoo..spek bru wak taun nih tpi powerrr sudahh naekk..aritu sme g ngen taun lps punye..dop naek pom..tpi bile lph wak spek power naek lalu..taek ngoh..dri 125 jdi 150..nseb 100 lebeh g..jgn naek brts2 dowh ahh..cermin dop tuko pom..paka hok lme g..sbb bukan kabur ngak kalu pka power lame pom..cntct lens je ah tukoo power..haihhh..untuk raye laen untuk skloh laen..hahahah..kale nde dopleh kbo g..kne tgk sndiri..tggu aku upload gmbo ekg..kekeke..dop sbo weh nk ryeeee...weeee :DDD

PARAMORE Live In KL 19 Oct!!

2010-09-04T20:45:00.003+08:00

Woot2..atlast paramore mri malaysiaaa..gileee kauuu..nk g gle2..huaaaaa...poket kring nk g gane..stu g mcm mk aku bgi g kl..hahaha..btuoh ngoh kalu org tu bleh g :(..jgn wak jeles aku ahh T_T..btw this is some of the deets about the concert..

The deets:

Venue: National Stadium, Bukit Jalil
Date: 19 October, 8pm
Tickets: RM358 (Rock Zone Free Standing), RM268, RM168, RM98 (free seating).

jemput2 ah mri nehhh..haihh..bile lah aku dpt g :'(..adorreeee gile2 kat hayley williamsss :(..dkpe kite jmpe mule di laen hari dan di laen tmpt..sobsss

I'm Ready For Rayaaaa!!

2010-09-04T19:51:00.005+08:00

Oyeahhh..xm sudah..cuti sekolah bermula..weheee..suke2..stlh sengsare slama smggu perah otak mcm nk mati..haihh..aku cume rse brsloh je lph jwb bio..wakakaka..dop thu bkpe..aku rse aku dop wak molek bio T_T..dopleh nk wak npe dowh..let bygone be bygone..hidup msti ditruskann..bia aku enjoy cuti ni lu puah2..sudah tggu lme cuti ini untuk kembali :DD..raye pom sudah mau mari..bju raye sudah ciapp..kekekeke..kuih raye sume sudah ade..bday aku pom sudah dkat..sume ciap lake dowh ah..tggu pengumuman rye je..hahahaha..kam kbo dowh taun ni aku rye sakan..sbb dulu aku dopleh nk raye pom..sbb PMR T_T..hanya mengadap buku spnjang mse..abih buku latihan aku wakk..non-stop..bju raye pom spsg je..mmg raye stkt nk ckp syrt je..huhuhu..sadis ngoh..taun dop buke pose bersama kawan2 hanye skali..haihh..tu pom xdop cik pathiahhh..huaaa..winduu awokk cik pathiahh..windu nk gosip ngen awokk..hmm..dkpe2..lph SPM ekg kite bleh gossip bnyk2 g2..bia berbkl2 dose kite..mwahahaha..kalu maen cuti skjp2 dop sdp nk gossip..nk jupe pom pyoh ;(..tu je aku nk kbo arini..stlh lme dowh dop update belog kesygn nih..esk ade tucen plop..pgi lop tuh..last ah nim..xdop dowh ekg..lph rye plop smbg..dowhlah due ari berturut2 tucen pgi..huaaa..nk bgn lewat skek pyohh :'(..sbo jolah..2 hari je minn :DD..phtu ari slase mama swuh ikt ye g buke acc asb..haihhh..aku mlh nk nunggu kat jbt pos..kne g pgi gopp..ptg2 aku dopleh bz ngen cite korea..kekekeke..tulah jdual aku ntuk mggu nih..ahahaha..sekarang tgh menunggu comeback 2NE1..BEAST and UKISS..woot2..lmbt ngohh..jenuh nunggu..BEAST wape kalu dowh tunde..huuu..tu je nk kbo arinim...bubbyee..

Seminggu Sahaja Lagi ;pppp

2010-08-26T16:01:00.000+08:00

Seminggu saje lagi untuk cutii..weeeheeee..tpi dalam smggu tu jugop ade xm..aisehhh..huuu..skek ati aku..nk stdy bile?..dop thu gop..dkyoh tnye ah..mood mls aku bnyk ngak ehh..letih pose..hahaha..tpi jgn jdikan pose sbgi alsan :D..aku kne gop stdy :'( nk ke tkboh pom..ckg kate xm ni biase je..snang kacang..kacang putih je..caitt..bleh cye ke..ckg mmg ah kbo sng..nmenye ckg..kalu dop dopkam bleh ajo saye nih..hok dop thu bnde nih..otok pom lembab kaloh kure..xm ni dop ikt format mcm xm sggh tuh..hooreyy untuk itu..kalu dop berjanggut ah aku tggu xm abih..2 minggu kalu dop..haihh..ni nseb 4 ari je..ari slase tu kam cuti..merdeka mehh..kdg arap btl ah ckg kbo hoo..bia ah sng sgguhh..huu..kalu dop aku braye dalam kesdihan T_T..huaaaa..jgnn ahh wak saye gni..stat minggu nih..brtrabur lah buku atah meje..stdy dop ane pom..action je lebih..hehehe..redo je ah..ahahaha..raye pom nk dekat..birthday aku pom nk dkt..9 SEPTEMBER ye kawan2..jgn lupe..ahahaha..mlm ryeee!!..smpi sni sje untuk arinim..bubbyee..nk tido plop..kul 5 nk bgn mule...harharhar ;ppp...

Mesin Taip Saye Sudah Kembali :ppp...

2010-08-26T15:40:00.006+08:00

Saye buntu tanpa mesin taip saye..mesin taip saye bagaikan sparuh jiwa saye..tiada dia sunyilah saye..haihh..skrang mesin taip saye sudah kembali..dri hospital komputer..wakakaka..skema ayt mule2 aku wehh..dah2..back to normal..aritu kene format smule laptop..huu..sbb org sblm nih ye ltok window 7 yg dop ori..eee..grm gle aku..abih sume je..aku pom rse cm lptop aku ni bruk je..pahtu aku pom buat keptusan nk g antor kat dynabytes..tmpt aku bli lptop nih..bodo ngoh aku dulu..bkpe aku dopg antor c2 je dulu..ngek2..phtu technician tu kte bleh wak mcm mule2 bli dulu..lam mse 2 3 ari gop ye amik..haihh..aku mningglkan lptopku disane dgn hati yg sayu..haihhh..gile mu 2 3 ari..aku bosang gle duk umoh..nk stdy mlh..baek aku tgk tv spnjg ari..hahaha..tv menjdi teman aku buat smntare..aku bru dpt lptop aku ari slase aritu rse..sori lmbt update belog..mmg bz gop ah skarng..nk xm ekpom..mk saye psg mate2 okmo kat umoh..dopleh nk on9 lme2..on9 kot ipod je bleh..sbb mama dop prsan..ahahaha..ni bleh on sbb aku stdy dowh skek xdi..mama ksi chann..kekeke..tpi dop sdp gop on9 gni..rse bimbang mri..sbb xm dop stat g..haihh..rse bersloh..mggu dpn bru bleh aku on9 puah2..sbo je ah namin 4 ari jee xm tuh..phtu kite merdekaaaa :DD..skrang lptop sye sudahh pulihh mcm dulu blekk..weee...masalohnye..antivirus aku trial version punye..skek taya..haihh..g mana mau buat..menjadi tanda tanya ?..huaaaa..mse brjln smkin lagii..hri untuk tmt tmph antivirus aku smkin dkt..haihhh...

Kepala Pusing..

2010-08-11T18:55:00.003+08:00

Urghhh..1st day pose..sangat meletihkan..sbb dop bese g..bese ah 1st day..blek skoloh trus tido..wakaka..tobak letih gle..pdhal dop wak bnde pom kat skoloh..kat skoloh pom aku tido gop..hehehe..xdi kat skoloh ade tadarus al - quran..gle mu..sir sruh bce sorg2..dop ke mati kekeng aku..aku ngen gagap2 skali bce..tajwid dop soh kbo ah..mmg bertrabur..haihh..mlu gle kowt =,='..nilah akibatnye kalu dop bce sokmo al - quran..haihhh..ape nk jdi ngen mu ni namin :(..mtok2 esk sir gne al - quran audio punye..kalu dop mti ah aku..mlu plop skali g esk..huu..kalu ye wak bce sorg2 gop aku kne bce al - quran okmo ah lenim..hahaha..dopleh jrg2 dowh..ngeh2..lepah tu blajo mcm bese ah..sblm rehat 1 jam 10 mnt..slps rehat 1 jam sahaja..oyeaahh..blek tiap2 hari kul 2..dulu ase awl g..huu..tulah yang wak aku letih okmo..dop thu bile ade mse nk stdy ntuk xm ekg..kalu maen tido okmo ptg cmpr ngen tgk cite korea okmo..haihh..brt ah aku kalu dop dang nk stdy..result msti jemmm..tlg gop kbo cre gane nk krangkan tgk cite korea :'(..kalu aku tgk cite korea bnyk gop thu dopn mati ah..spm jem baii..aishh..dopleh2..aku kne try gop krang2kan tgk cite korea..hmm..bleh dop ah..ahahah..mitok2lah aku dang stdy n ingt nde hok aku bce :'(..

Happy Ramadhan Dear Bloggers :DD..

2010-08-10T22:35:00.002+08:00

Yeaahhh..ramadhan datang lagi..weeeheee..gilee happyyyy..tpi yang merosakannye ialah exam mse bulan pose..haihh..mlh ngohh..huu..anyway selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan al - mubarak ppl ;D..bubbye..time to sleep now..zzzz..nk bgn sahur plop nih :p..