First Step To A New World.

Guess what people? I got to go to UTP interview on this 22 December!! Alhamdulillah..i dont really thought that i would get the offer because of my co-curriculum marks is not that good though..and i dont have a pile of certificate that other people have..i am uber worried about this interview..not to forget..my cousin also get the offer..but she will go on the 20th of december..if only we got the same day i would not be so nervous like this..i hope there will be more girls..engineering course will be have more guys though..as you all know..i have low self esteem and did not have the guts to talk to a guy..sobsss..my inferiority complex that i cant get over it..and my ability speaking english is not at the top level..i can only write..but still has grammar error..i did not have the confidence to speak english which is very dangerous for my future..because every interview i must use english a lot..like A LOT! i guess i have no choice but to practice in front of the mirror..improve my pronounciation ecspecially the word that have a lot of 's'..and gain my confidence..there will be an IQ test too..addmath..physic and chemistry tests..im like WTF?! my memory of chemistry..physic and addmath are no longer in the brain memory..i totally forgot about since the day i finished my spm..sighh..GOD please help me..wake me from this dream..i hope i will remember back what i had learnt..will try my best for the interview although i might die from low self esteem..waaaa..how im gonna put thiss...pray for me people..goodbye for now..bbyongg~~